christmas is coming! and so is PRELIMS! … >_<

December 13, 2009

 

 

so, there, PRELIMS IS COMING. soo, I will be on HIATUS FOR A WEEK!

our prelims will start on TUESDAY.and so I would really have to do my best to study! I would have to forget my online life, FOR A WEEK, so that I’ll get high grades. I have to do this, and so I hope that my friend, naming LAZY, will leave me alone first. please? lmao. XD

here’s my schedule..

 

 

 

 

that’s my uber harsh schedule for next week! its so hassle, right? wth do we have class until SUNDAY??? as in december 20?!! its makin me mad. >_<

anyway, I just really have to accept this unfortunate life of mine. I chose this I know.

oh well, GOODLUCK ANGELIANS! especially, FUTURE ENGINEERS! cheers to us! ^__^

 

 

 

                       

 

RANDOMNESS, RANDOMNOSITY, basta RANDOM! rofl XD

October 11, 2009

 

 

its SATURDAY. 4:57 pm said my phone clock which is basically 30 minutes advance for ramdomnosity reasons. its FIESTA today. “happy fiesta party people!” rofl. actually di kame naghanda. maraming tao ang hindi naghanda dahil, hello? CRISIS NA KAYA! we just ate lunch together with my cousins, and tito’s and tita’s. its fun. nothing unusual. we eat with them everyday. we are such a BIG HAPPY FAMILY. i lurrvvve it  

we even had a ‘palo sebo’ .. the old fashion game wherein there’s a small palo sebo (obviously), the one that looks like a small jar or something. basta yun. we have 4 like that because those are excess from the first birthday party of my cute niece. so we use them today, for FUN and crazy purposes.  

as of now, there are three more, we  already played the first one, and WTH di pa man ako naaabutan napalo na ng kuya ko! madaya kase. haha. maybe we’ll play again later, or maybe they already played? i just dont know, because of i dunno, because of ONLINE reasons? haha. sucker.

 

**insert song here .. — HUSH HUSH (lurve it!) 

 ”im sorry for the way i let go” – one of the lines in HUSH. PARA SAYO! sorry naman. hehe.

 

yesterday. our class is NSTP. its our 2nd to the last class there. so sad. i’ll miss mam edna a lot. she’s a happy go lucky person. she understand teens that’s why i like her. and masarap siya kakwentuhan. hehe.

ANYWAY, i would like to say i am TOP 3 in NSTP! HURRAH! haha. so funny. what an achieverment. rofl. and ate rose and ja are top 4! and tep is top 2! soo funny. CHROMI INVASION IN NSTP. haha.

then after NSTP, we didnt still want to go home, so we decided to go to the ever famous nepo mall. rofl! paikot ikot dun. looking around for accessories and blings, basta kaharutan. and its so funny because star (bf of tep) is with us! i know it doesnt sound funny when i wrote it but its just so ironic and funny because we are on kikay’s store then he’s with us too following like a dog. (peace )

basta ayun, nakabili kami ng ballpen with a very cute flashlight in the back! and a piggy bank, which basically isnt really a pig. haha. basta ayun lang ang buhay ko kahapon.

soooowper ordinary

 

ay onga pala, meron pa pala.. last night i played cards with my cousins pala. our game is ‘1,2,3 pass’. and i was the one saying ‘1,2,3 pass’ .. and since im goofing around while saying that, they are all laughing and so we were scolded because its already 1:30 am at that time. its so funny because my mom was the one who heard us, and since my mom is a ‘principal’.. she has a way of making other feel scared or something like that. and so our game ended with melvin being the loser. the end

 

 

 

believe me, this is all rubbish XD

 

 

 

 

MR. POLITE :D

October 9, 2009

 

even just looking at you.. FEELS WRONG. 

 

walang mag rereact. kanta yan! nagkakanta lang ako. hehe. i feel so busy right now, kaya tinatamad akong magkwento ng aking buhay. and also because i have my 2 diaries already! which i bring in school, so when i write there, it feels weird for me to write it here too! lol.

next week is our finals. and i really do hope na mataas ang makuha ko. i hate 3. please give me a 2 in algeb?? puh lease! ahehe. joke.

my class tomorrow is 8AM because i have a make up class in trigonometry. which i think SUCKS. because why the heck is it so early??? i mean duh! im an evening student, so why the hell do i have to wake up as early as that?? GRR. this really makes me mad. >_<

 

my day went fine today. my wagon of happiness is down to 7. sucker. this is not the lowest i’ve got, but it still LOW. its just that things in my life have been so bizarre and hassle. there are times i really want to give up, but i can’t because of a lot of reasons. reasons that sometimes doesnt seem reasonable enough for me, but i still continue to think everything that happens to me, to US, are all for the best. God has a plan for me, and i’ll live and go on to find that out. its just so depressing that even the rain can’t cheer me up. i feel so down.

 

a friend texted me btw, 

 

 

i can’t decide if i should believe this. hehe.maybe i should? para masaya lang. lol

(NOTE: my wagon of HAPPINESS has 20 pebbles. 20 being the happiest, and 0 being the saddest, i can call it the wagon of sadness too, but i didnt because i wanted to be optimistic ) – i got this from stargirl, its a book. very nice

 

all right-y. its almost 2am. and i SHOULD wake up 6:30am ater. whoosh. NIGHT.

 

im dead..

October 3, 2009

 

if boredom can kill.. im probably dead right now. lol.

kanina pa akong umaga naka online. first i watched a movie, its titled “IN HER SHOES” starring cameron diaz. great movie. lots of lessons about family, sisterhood, life and all that. i recommend you watch it!

 

then i played in facebook, the game guess that sketch. so nice and fun. PARA SIYANG YUNG BULAGAAN. someone will draw, then you guess it. hehe. 

and then i got bored, so i decided to reply comments, messages from friendster, facebook and yahoo mail. i receive messages everyday from my friend who is in the US. she just got there last feb. i miss her a lot actually, she’s one of my best friends.

this is her in US messing around. and playing with her looks.

she claim that she’s RAVEN from the book vampire kisses. hehe

 

the day before she goes. its a very sad and happy memory.

   

then i visited blogs and decided to make another blog on www.tumblr.com haha. as they say, the more the merrier right?? lol

 

that’s my freaky boring life for today. kainip din palang walang pasok no?? hehe. 

 

 

 

 

 

i carry your heart, i carry it with my heart Ü

i’ll never tell him how much he made me cry that day..

September 28, 2009

 

gaaah!! why cant i upload photos??? sucker. tsk.

i have a new favorite song now.. its entitled OUT OF MY LEAGUE by stephen speaks. i love it because i dedicate it to GM. i know. im pathetic. but whatevs. i love it..

 

it’s his hair and his eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i’m falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as he thoughtfully thumbs through his hair
and he purses her lips, bats his eyes as he plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say

coz i love him with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz he’s all that I see and he’s all that I need
and i’m out of my league once again

 

 

i cant find the offiicial music video so i’ll just post a mv of the notebook, which is my favorite movie and book.. hope you like it too.

 

 

 * the notebook is written by Nicholas Sparks. the book is amazing. its a story about TRUE LOVE. that whatever problems, obstacles or hindrances there is, their LOVE will surpass it all. even if it means waking up, and knowing your love one doesnt remember you, but because you love her, you’ll read your love story to her, so by the end of the day, she remembers.. but tomorrow when you wake up again, she doesnt remember a thing again so you’ll read and make her remember again.. that’s what Noah did for Allie. that’s TRUE LOVE.

 

im inlike.?

i often wonder if life is easier for other people..

 

morning philippines. morning world. 28 ngayon. monthsary ng CLIPAYB. 1 year & 7 months na kame. congratulations!!

even though we have our different lives right now. i still believe our friendship will never ever end. at ano naman ngayon kung wala tayong pictures kase di tayo laging complete?? we have memories. and that i’ll treasure forever. love you girls. kiss.

and yeah, first monthsary din pala ni star at ni tep. congrats! wag ka ng manlalaki tep. lol

 

sira yung i.ph kahapon, and the yesterday before.. kaya nagblog muna ako sa aking lumang blogsite. haha. dalawin niyo naman oh, kaka lagay ko lang ng cbox dun kahapon eh. lol. makikita niyo din dun na follower ako ni roadfill AKA moymoy palaboy. kakatawa mga blogs niya. promise

and yeah andun yung blog ko about kay FUCKING ONDOY. tinatamd na kong ulitin pa dito. haha.

PLS VISIT?? thanks much.

www.imdimwit.blogspot.com

 

ano na nga bang gusto kong sabhin??? oh yeah, my uncertainties about SPVM. and my growing illegal desire for GM. fuck. i hate myself a lot. why do i feel this way? why am i this way??? crap crap crap. i dont know which is worse, being the one with the brokenheart, or being the one who breaks a heart. this dilemma is giving me a headache and a heartache. argh. if i will choose spvm, i will not be happy, and he will not be happy, cos im not his totally. its like being there, my body there, but my heart and mind is not. and if i’ll choose GM, i cant actually choose him because he has a gf and he doesnt know my hd to him. oh god. and i know, this sounds EMO, but its NOT EMO! its just what i feel. T_T

 

bakit nga ba nag eexist pa ang LOVE?? sana wala na lng boy-girl relationship. puro love frienship nalang. para di na maraming nag d-drama tulad ko. heks.

 

MY LIFE SUCKS. grr. sucker sucker sucker.