there is no guarantee that this life is easy.

April 11, 2010

 

sooo hello guys!  thanks so much for the comments on my last post. and for not hating me. YET. hahaha. kidding.

 

so uh. i just want to share what’s up on my ever boring life.

i just finished YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL. wee. and yess. just like any fan girl. i am in love with JGS. i mean with his bad boy looks and sexyness and his voice! waa! okay. im not in love with Jang Geun Suk, i am in love with Hwang Tae Kyung which is his character in you’re beautiful. i like a ba boy tooooooooooooo X)

 

and yess. i am writing 4 stories. but i havent uploaded them yet! sooo, i’ll just inform you when they’re finished. if ever you want to actually read them. hoho. i mean, they’re not good. im very dissapointed at myself. hoho. XD

 

PBB TEEN CLASH started last night. and so my dash in tumblr was full of ivan’s face. like duh? he’s not that good looking! in fact.. he looks gay! and he is probably is gay. i mean, he’s too beautiful! TOO BEAUTIFUL. i mean, would you even want a boyfriend who is much more beautiful than you? i mean duh.  i am blabbing again here. stopppppp meeeeeee.

 

sigh. what im trying to say is… PATRICK. the green archer guy. the lassalista one eho has a very cute smile that makes you want to kiss him… is way more attractive than that ivan guy. if you disagree ill kick your ass then push you off a cliff. and i am serious. 

 

JOKE. hahahahaha.

 

i am getting  crazy here. i mean who wouldnt? i wake up at 1pm in the afternoon everyday then went on babysitting my alaga up to like 6pm then go online for like until 3am. YESS. i freakin dont have a life! haha. what a great summer im having.

 

anyway, may i just rant over tumblr? i just dont get why good looking people in tumblr have thousand of followers. when i went and check their sites. all i see are messages telling them how cute and sexy and adorable they are. ano yun fan site? i mean, i thought tumblr is supposed to be a freakin blogsite. then why is it becoming like a beauty pageant site? i know not all of them are like that. just some of them. ya know. othes are really great in blogging.and i do mean real great. they live an exciting life that’s why there’s so much to say about their life. 

and yes i am guilty that i follow these good looking people in tumblr too, the ones that are not really good in blogging. because i am fond of seeing their faces, i mean. babae lang ako. gwapo sila. hahahaha.

i know they’re totally not worth following. soo i must unfollow them later.

on the second thought, i will not. unfollwing is rude for me. so whatever na lang. sa mukha na lang ako. hoho. XD

 

anyway, any suggestions how i can make my summer much much more productive? i mean, yes i babysit, but anything more productive than that? but ya know, it cant involve money. im currently broke at the moment because ya know, no class, no allowance. i know it sucks 

so suggestions not involving money would be nice. thanks so much.

 

oh and i recommend you read stargirl! it is a story of a weird, strange, odd, bizzare… basta weird girl that fell in love. basta its good! it made me cry. and im a crybaby. sarreh. haha.

click here for the book one and book two!  ^_^

 

and oh i want to read message in a bottle of Nicholas Sparks too. they say its good. so click here if you want to read it too! 

 

 

that’s all thank you! 

   

 ako na maiksi ang palda. tse! hoho

spongebob is healed!

November 8, 2009

 

wee. my dear spongebob is okay again! hurrah!  im sooo happy. well, now that he is okay again, i cant seem to think about what to write in here. pprrrfff. what a what. im begining to be dumb again. but why is that??? i’ve been reading everyday! i had reread all my books, because i was really bored to death. lol.

my mind is not working properly. so i’ll just share to you one of the books i’ve re read that makes me cry everytime i read it! the book is a california diary # 12.. entitled “SUNNY” written by Ann M. Martin who is also the writer of the famous baby sitter’s club. (i’ve read some of those when i was in highschool).

this is one of her entries in her diary. i feel like that sometimes too.. life is indeed hard.      

  

anyway, the story is about Sunny. she wrote in her diary the last remaining days of her mom because her mom is dying of cancer. she is only 14, and it seems too much for her to lose a mother already. everyday, she could not sleep properly, knowing her mom is dying.. she thinks that life is so unfair. she thinks if she’ll ever get over of what was and will happen. 

when the time comes that she had to say goodbye to her mom.. she wondered how you say goodbye to someone forever. and I wondered about that too, I think i could not handle it, if its someone that i really love..

in the end, her mom died. but she and her dad promise their connection can never be broken, they’ll be together for eternity. 

yes, it was so hard to move on and to let go. but life is harsh, that’s a fact, but LIFE is meaningful only when it’s painful and still you survive it. 

 

the end! it’s really very overwhelming. i cried a lot. hehe. 

PS. sorry i cant give a link to the book. you see, its my book. its not an e-book. hehe.  

 

by the way! its my favorite cousin’s birthday today! happy birthday ate! i just wish that all your wishes will all come true! love you much.

 

 

 

 

a walk to remember ..

October 31, 2009

 

hello. i will speak in english again, o’ryt? ^_^ 

its halloween today. HAPPY HALLOWEEN UNSEEN CREATURES! lol. but im not yet gonna post bout our halloween party because the pictures my cousin took last night are not yet uploaded.. so that would be later. hehe.

  

i just finished reading “a walk to remember” by Nicholas Sparks. honestly, im really loving Nicholas, he’s such a good writer. (NOTE: click on the link to download the ebook. Ü)

the book a walk to remember is 90% different from the actual movie. it just have the same characters, and the story about Jamie (Mandy Moore) dying, and Landon (Shane West) being a kinda bad boy. but the details, and events are uber different, but that’s okay, because both are amazing in their own way.

the book is much inspiring though. (though i love seeing the movie because of Shane West! lol) it really shows the beauty and kindness of one’s heart, of Jamie’s heart. and how she could change, inspire and influence tons of people. 

there were scenes and lines i particularly like most.. one, is when Jamie asked Landon if he ever wonder why things turn out the way they do.. because she knows its part of the Lord’s plan, but sometimes, she just cant understand the message of it. then Landon answered that “sometimes, we are not meant to understand them all the time, sometimes we just have to have faith” 

see what Jamie had done to Landon? he now understand thigs that are nothing to him before. and that’s very nice. and in fact, i learned from her too, through readin this story.

and another of course, the famous Corinthians verse that Jamie asked Landon to read to her.. it was read on their wedding too.

“Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never
boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take
offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other
people’s sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to
excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.”

 

a lot of people will say that this story ended sad because Jamie died, and Landon was left on his own. but the truth is, it had a beautiful ending, because a lot of people learned from Jamie. she is really like the angel from the story, that saved us all. she didnt only changed Landon, but she has changed a lot of other people too. and that’s what make the ending special and, yeah, HAPPY. 

 

 

chicken soup for breakfast :)

October 25, 2009

 

goodmorning blogger addict. (i meant that for meself. lol). today, i decided to share a story, an inspiring story from the book “chicken soup for the soul”. 

before that, after we got home from our trip last night, i still stayed out and hang out with my cousins BECAUSE i was waiting for my steak and chicken in cafe world to get cook, so that i can serve it. how funny is that? haha. i feel so immature. but whatevs, i love that game. and so i got home 12, but my bother is already using the PC. what a bummer. tskk. haha. and because i wasnt sleepy, i decided to read a book that would inspire me, before i sleep. 

so uhm, here’s the story:

NO CHARGE - . Adams

our little boy came up to his mother in the kitchen one evening while she was fixing supper, and he handed her a piece of paper that he had been writing on. after his mom dried her hands on an apron, she read it, and this is what it said.

 

well, i’ll tell you, his mother looked at him standing expectantly, and boy, could i see her memories flashing through her mind. so, she picked up the pen, and turned the paper he’d written on, amd this is what she wrote:

for the nine months i carried you while you were growing insidew me, no charge.

for all the nights i’ve sat up with you, doctored and prayed for you, no charge.

for all the trying times, and the tears you’ve caused through the years, no charge.

when you add it all up, the cost of MY LOVE is NO CHARGE.

for all the nights that were field with dread, and the worries i knew were ahead, no charge.

for the toys, food, clothes, and for even wiping your nose, there’s no charge, son.

and when you add it all up, the full cost of REAL LOVE IS NO CHARGE.

 

well, friends, when our son finished reading what his mother had written, there were great big old tears in his eyes, and he looked straight up at his mother and said, “Mom, i sure do love you”. and then he took the pen and in great bg letters he wrote: “PAID IN FULL”.

 - e n d -

i decided to share this story because the first time ive read it, it really made me cry. it made me feel guilt, hurt, and love all at the same time by my mom. i was overwhelmed with my mom. and i hate it that sometimes, i feel that i want to hate her, but i will never ever. because my mom is a great mom, all mommies are. that’s why even though sometimes, my mom is a monster mom (sorry mommy Ü), i still love her, i will always love her. i love you mom, more than these 3 little words can say. 

love your mother a lot. never ever hate them, and if you can control, dont be mad at them for their imperfections, because that’s what really make them unique and lovable. and dont get mad for their overprotectiveness, because it just shows they really really love and care for you. feel lucky that they are with you, taking care of you. because some people didnt experience to have one.

 

hope you learn something.

HAVE A HAPPY LUNCH.

 

 

PS. i started writing this post, at 9:30 - breakfast time. but i finished it 11:30 - LUNCH TIME! the truth is, i finished it at 10:30 but our connection suddenly got lost, and boom! my post was deleted too. so i had to rewrite everything again. woooow. 

i’ll never tell him how much he made me cry that day..

September 28, 2009

 

gaaah!! why cant i upload photos??? sucker. tsk.

i have a new favorite song now.. its entitled OUT OF MY LEAGUE by stephen speaks. i love it because i dedicate it to GM. i know. im pathetic. but whatevs. i love it..

 

it’s his hair and his eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i’m falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as he thoughtfully thumbs through his hair
and he purses her lips, bats his eyes as he plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say

coz i love him with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz he’s all that I see and he’s all that I need
and i’m out of my league once again

 

 

i cant find the offiicial music video so i’ll just post a mv of the notebook, which is my favorite movie and book.. hope you like it too.

 

 

 * the notebook is written by Nicholas Sparks. the book is amazing. its a story about TRUE LOVE. that whatever problems, obstacles or hindrances there is, their LOVE will surpass it all. even if it means waking up, and knowing your love one doesnt remember you, but because you love her, you’ll read your love story to her, so by the end of the day, she remembers.. but tomorrow when you wake up again, she doesnt remember a thing again so you’ll read and make her remember again.. that’s what Noah did for Allie. that’s TRUE LOVE.

 

im inlike.?

5 people you’ll meet in heaven.. Ü

September 23, 2009

 

 

 

 

i’ve just finished reading the five people you’ll meet in heaven by Mitch Albom who also wrote the tuesdays with morrie. the book was great. it’s one of my favorite book now. it tells the importance of every people, every place, every moments and every memories in our life. i wish it has a movie. it would be very nice. and i’ll definitely watch it!!

… each affects the other and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one. Ü

 

my favorite part there was his encounter with the first, third and last person that he met in heaven. beacuse those people are not really close to eddie, until he met them in heaven and realize their significance, and their role in life of eddie when they are still alive. and that’s what has made the story wonderful for me, that those 5 special people we’ll meet in heaven are not really the people we’ve known when we were alive rather just strangers that have touch our lives.

.. strangers are family you have yet to know.

this story tells us that in our life, we touch lives, and some touch ours too, we may never know it until the right time comes, and they are there to explain it to us. how someone died for us to live, how we sacrifice in order to have a better life, how we have to give up things, sometimes even the most important thing, just for the better, and how sometimes, we have to hurt others just to save them from themselves.

.. sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you’re not really losing it. you are just passing it on to someone else.

 

oh. oh. i jst found out that the book had been a tv program. i still dont know if its already done or something. so im gonna find out now! hehe.

 

you have to read it!! its mandatory. lol Ü

 

 

:)