my angle of depression.

February 26, 2010

 

okay. sorry about the title. but that’s what was how i was feeling. literally. im getting depressed over mathematics. i mean, im not that dumb, i believe, but math is not my favorite subject either, and i have no idea now why i took engineering. because before, i think i know why. and maybe i dont know myself now.

i feel like i have to shift to another course, but i dont want to. i love engineering already. from its stinky building that has discrimination for girls, because it has two times more male restrooms than girls. kuya Ray who was the photocopy guy in our building that we already included in our dreams for the future. the green benches, the “resort”, everything. 

i feel like its a second home already. even my friends, they’re like my family already. and i dont want to be find another friends again.

 

waaaa. this sucks.

LIFE GOES ON. thats what im trying to process in my self. that whatever happens, my life will still goes on. i choose this, i started it, and i have to finish it, even if it means climbing mountains and swimming in the ocean full of sharks. OA much? haha.

i can do this, i know this post seems melodramatic, but whatever, i just have to let it all out. i can do this, i know i can. 

thanks for reading this lame post! keep safe. and happy weekends. ^_^

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