i feel guilty beyond reasonable doubt.

January 17, 2010

 

its ICA’s birthday today! aw.happy birthday headban! iloveyou. ^^

 

i feel happy and sad and guilty today. remember CRUSH from my last entry? he’s courting me now! aw. *kiligwithasmile* and i dunno but, i really feel guilty about that. >_< because one of my friends has a huge (???) crush on him too! i feel selfish for thinking and  choosing my own happiness, instead of hers. i feel like ive betrayed her, even though she didn’t tell me directly she also likes him, someone just told me. i feel evil. like my 2 horns and tail are begining to show up again. :/

i know this kinda sounds shallow. but i know what it feels like to have someone you like court and like someone else. especially if that someone is your friend. it hurts. like a real stabbing-your-heart-and-no-one-is-there-to-fix-them-hurt.

 

i mean, how can life be so unfair? 

all of a sudden, i’ll meet my happiness, but then that happiness, my happiness… will also mean of taking away someone else’s?  in order for me, JUST ME, to be happy?

THATS BULL. 

 

 

 

 

 

awww. >_<


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Aww… pero the part that you didn’t now at first na your friend likes him too make you naman innocent so you don’t have to feel guilty…

How much your friend likes him ba? Baka naman parang she found him cute lang dba? There’s nothing wrong naman kasi sa sitch eh. If she’s a real friend, then she’ll understand. Right?

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