back to school people! wraa.

so yeah, university days is over! i enjoyed it actually. even though friday was a sad night, dont want to talk about it, really. im trying to forget it right now. im still hoping. stupid, i know. but that’s love, that’s life. you still hope, even though it looks so hopeless already.

BTW, last night, me and my higschool bffs hangout! (we’re called the CLIPAYB) even though we dont see each other often now, we still love each other, and that love and friendship is until forever’s over. 

here are some pictures!

yeah. we’re not complete. we’re originally five. EIRA is not there. coz she cant. she’s now living with her parents in california. we miss her badly. but even though she’s far away, our friendship remains. :c
PS. i am soooooooooo FAT. grr.

btw! i got myself a henna tatoo last night. this is my leg, if your wondering. near my ankle, you know. haha.

 

TODAY. me and my classmates in PE practiced for our midterm exam. it turn out fine, though im really expecting my crush to come, but he didn’t. such a lazy boy. tsk tsk.
after practicing, we decided to go to my place to watch movies. so there we watched “my sister’s keeper” and “white chicks”. it was fun. really.  

well, that’s pretty much everything that had happen to me. i was kinda feeling sick right now, but i still need to review in my logic class. aw. i hate it. 

i hate tomorrow. 

di kayang magtapat ng puso ko.

me and my friends watched “paano na kaya” yesterday. it was okay. nothing special about the movie. nohing surprising or explosive that i should be excited about. kumbaga eh okay lang kahit di mo makita yung movie. that’s what i feel about it. di maka relate eh. haha. pero it was cool. 

what really caught my attention lang is when Kim admitted that she loves Gerald. dun lang ako napa ewan. para bang. umamin na rin kaya ako? haha. nah nah. that’s cheap. and besides i dont have the courage to.

and i love the line “sana minsan makita mo naman ako, kasi ako ang nakikita ko, IKAW LANG.” super cheesy. lol.

anyway!

i also watched “my sister’s keeper” yesterday. IT WAS THE BEST! it has a twist. that i wouldn’t tell. lol. basta. it made me super duper cry. aw. i mean, i can’t relate or anything but, when you watched it, you’ll think that, what will happen if im in that position? can i accept the fact that someone i really love is at stake of leaving me for eternity? i dunno. but maybe i’ll be like Cameron Diaz there, i will fight until the end to make my love one feel okay and alive again. i would never let go. i can’t. never. and i understand her, its really hard to let go. especially if its the most important person for you.

and it really shows the love of a mom and dad to their kids. their love is the best. its unconditional. if there will come a time that all your friends will leave and dislike you. they will not. they will never. they love you more than their own lives.

here’s the trailer. can’t find the movie online. sorry.

“i will never understand why kate had to die, and we all have to live. there’s no answer to it, i guess. death is just death. its just like that.” - Anna

PS. last night, after watching movies we decided to go to the 2nd day of university days again. it was fun! i rode the hammer! its scary but feels good. i’ll post a picture next time. 

PPS. i saw him. 

PPPS. i want to see him again. T_T

how do i let him know i feel the same way?

but i can feel my allergies now. they’re itchy. >_<

and i was really embarrassed to the way i acted yesterday. i  was not my self you know. i mean i am, i just cant control to do things. haha. and its really embarrassing that i keep on asking for crush, but when i saw him, i was so shy because i feel tipsy and all that. baka ma turn off siya eh. >_<

grrr. i will not drink anymore… i promise! haha. char! it will just be occassionally. promise. ^_^

okay got to go now. its lunchtime! wee. dont forget to smile arayt??? *hugs* ! ^_^

please be careful with my heart.

officially, today is the first day of our UNIVERSITY DAYS! weehee. how exciting! NOT. lol.

we had a “run for a cause” this morning. as in 5AM in the morning! super early! and super tiring! we run for like 3 or 4 kilometers (but in our case, we just walk. lol). but somehow its kay! because i had fun walking and goofing around with my friends. and because me and my crush are wearing the same black jacket. aw. 

and tep and ate rose keep on teasing us. and i was like. “stop it”, but deep inside i wanted to scream in happiness! haha. too much for forgetting him. tsh. well, i decided i dont care that i was hurt. past is so past. so whatever. i still like him. and that’s what i’ll fight for. and besides, he keeps on looking at me, and texting me. so i think, he still likes me right? right? right? hahaha. besides. LOVE IS BLIND. and i guess i am blind now. happily blind. ^_^

cheers for happiness! ^_^

its 10am now. i just got home because we ate breakfast at mcdonalds. then decided to go home, to sleep and rest. because we still have no sleep. but in my case, blogging and surfing the net is my way of resting. haha. 

we will still meet later at 3 to drink…. water! haha. then will go to school to enjoy the university days. we have rides you know! haha. lot’s of fun, fun… fun! ^_^

oh. this post is so boring. excited pa naman ako magpost kanina! haha. im so excited to tell you what’s been happening on my life. especially on my love life, then it just turn out like this. aw. how  pathetic. haha.

okay. i’ll end this here. i’ll tell tons when i get home later! im praying that he’ll be there later. aw. please please please! okay. byeeeeeeeeeee! still need to watch SHOWTIME! cheers to VICE GANDA and KEAN’s loveteam! haha. love love love kean. lol. ♥

xoxo.

i deserve to be happy.

got this from tumblr. AGAIN. lol. anyway, this post would be random and nonsense. i was just really bored to death!

school is not so great and not so not great either today. whatttt? haha. i was feeling super neutral today. actually, nowadays, i do feel kinda neutral. not happy, not sad. wth. seriously,  i need to get a life. suggestions where i can buy one? haha. kidding.

oh yeah, ive got a confession to tell, but swear you wont tell okay?

i still like him like uber. his face is like super duper glued in my mind. anywhere i look, i see him. its killing me like crazy! argh! what should i do?

waa! arayt. byeeeee! see you in heaven! beng!

thank God its friday.

(this pictures were taken when we go to xevera carnival last saturday. lol)

 

oh well, its friday already. time flies so fast. my class for today is 5 - 9pm only, like thurs. that’s why thursdays and fridays are my favorite days.

i have exams later. GEOSOL and ARTAP. argh. it pisses me. i feel lazy. >_< but im reviewing right now. have to. got no choice. especially because im always not listening to my prof. in artap. its booooooring. boohoo. 

and before i end this senseless post. i have a trivia.

did you know that the word GOSH in OH MY GOSH is the combine words of God and Shit? that shocked me! i will never use it again! its baaaaaad. its euphemism. its against the second commandment. 

okay, got to go now. bye! xoxo.

istill♥you.

serendipity - a fortunate accident.

so okay, i didn’t publish my super duper nasty post i made just a while ago. its full of hatred! and i decided i didn’t want to live in hate. i wanted to be myself again. the happy me. the me who always just laugh and smile like an insane girl. it will take time but i’ll survive. i know i will, because i have a lot of true friends that loves me. that are always there to make me feel happy.

okay so, actually, here is what really convince me to change my mind. i saw this on tumbr. and its so freakin cute! it made my day. put a smile on my face. i giggled like an idiot. lol. after seeing it, i cant help but feel okay, and not published the hate post.

this is TOP and GDRAGON.

TOP says: “What the hell is going on with your hair? Is it a dookung (the lid of a ramen pot)? kekekekeke puhahaha”

To which G-Dragon replies: “What about you? Is that supposed to be ramen on top of your head?

ROFL XD

anyway! i watch movies yesterday. lemme share them with you.

ive watched the movie SERENDIPITY yesterday. it was so beautiful. it made me believe in destiny, fate, and soulmates again. and when i say believe, i just believe that it does exist, that it can exist for other people, but not to all people, unfortunately. and that is the truth, the reality. because life isnt fair, and it will never will. 

here are some lines, that kinda taught me something.

“If we are to live life in harmony with the universe- we must possess a powerful faith in what the ancients used to call  fatem… what we currently refer to as destiny.”

“I think we make our own decisions, i just think that fate sends us little signs, and it’s how we read the signs that determines whether we’re happy or not.”

“If you want to improve, be content to be thought foolish and stupid.”

“The greeks didn’t write obituaries. When a man died, they asked only one question: did he have passion.” 

the story is about two people meeting “accidentally” while shopping for christmas presents in a department store. they departed ways that night, only knowing names of each other, but no phone numbers because they decided that if destiny wants, they would still see each other. i dont really want to go in details on telling an intro about this, because it would be spoilers about the movie! basta. it is a story of destiny with sense of humor. ^_^

click HERE if you want to watch it!

next movie i watch is 500 DAYS OF SUMMER. remember, it is not a love story. its a story about love. (sorry, i love that line so much. lol)

it is a romantic comedy too, just like serendipity. but both movies are unique in their own ways. 

500 days of summer can be pretty much summed up in one of the first lines of the film. “this is a story of boy meets girl. but you should know up front, this is not a love story.” but is it? 500 Days of Summer is not your typical romantic film. there’s something to it, something more than your usual romantic comedy. maybe it’s the style it’s done? maybe it’s the realistic nature? maybe it’s the wonderful music? maybe its the beautiful cinematography? maybe, its Tom and Summer…

i dont really know how to describe it, basta! its a great movie. ^_^

i totally love it actually! you should see it! unfortunately, i cant find a full movie online to it. im sorry. 

SO THATS IT PEOPLE! telling this made me feel better. i hope it did made you feel kinda nice too. so ciao!

can i restart?

i mean, i’ve read my previous entries, and they sound so emo! argh! i hate that. i hate it when i feel so weak and stupid.

but i still don’t want to delete them, because they have beautiful advices from you. ^_^ im happy about that. thank you everyone, especially ate Rich. ^_^ and my engineering friends, and highschool bestfriends. thanks!

okay, so CRUSH IS CRUSHED now. so whatever. i still dont know what i really feel, i guess i’ll find out tomorrow, when i see him. ayokong magsalita ng tapos. (tama ba?) haha. 

but for now, i still have tons of homeworks. so later! i love you all people! *smile*

goodbye my almost lover???

okay. hindi ko na ma take ito. meron nanamang problema!` he wants to stop na. he told me, his friend likes me too, and he doesn’t want their friendship to be ruined. so he wants to let me go… 

im super sad, i wanted to cry! why is life this harsh?????????

he told me, kung alam ko lang daw kase kung gaano ako ka gusto ng friend niya… i wanted to tell him, kung alam mo lang din kung gano kita ka gusto. >_<

im tired of this drama. but i dont want to give him up. sabi niya, friends muna kame. i said ok, wala na din naman akong magagawa. he said, kung walang ginawang move ang friend niya, he’ll continue again. just doesn’t seem right, right now. 

i get him, he doesn’t want to betray his friend. he doesn’t want to hurt him. i get that! but its hard for me.

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okay, im kinda okay now. i will be friends with him. but i will not give him up either. so aja! ^_^

i feel guilty beyond reasonable doubt.

its ICA’s birthday today! aw.happy birthday headban! iloveyou. ^^

i feel happy and sad and guilty today. remember CRUSH from my last entry? he’s courting me now! aw. *kiligwithasmile* and i dunno but, i really feel guilty about that. >_< because one of my friends has a huge (???) crush on him too! i feel selfish for thinking and  choosing my own happiness, instead of hers. i feel like ive betrayed her, even though she didn’t tell me directly she also likes him, someone just told me. i feel evil. like my 2 horns and tail are begining to show up again. :/

i know this kinda sounds shallow. but i know what it feels like to have someone you like court and like someone else. especially if that someone is your friend. it hurts. like a real stabbing-your-heart-and-no-one-is-there-to-fix-them-hurt.

i mean, how can life be so unfair? 

all of a sudden, i’ll meet my happiness, but then that happiness, my happiness… will also mean of taking away someone else’s?  in order for me, JUST ME, to be happy?

THATS BULL. 

awww. >_<

im starting to think its not unrequited anymore.

i’ve dreamt of HIM last night. they say, when you dream of someone, that someone wants to see you. i actually once believe that. not anymore. lol. 

i dream of him last night because, i admit, i was thinking about him the whole night. haha. because something v nice happened last night in school. haha. and i was happy. 

i want to be optimistic about everything that’s happening. but promise, i would not expect. expecting hurts. ^_^

LAST SUBJECT, ALGEBRA2 - 7:45pm

dumating kami agad nina tep and ate rose. i decided to sit at the back, katabi si na tep, at syempre may hidden agenda din. haha. para medyo mapalapit sa kanya. so ayun andun kami nakaupo sa may likod. dumating na si mam look-alike-ni-rose, nagsulat na sa board kahit maaga pa, para daw mamaya eh discussion na lang. dumating na si crush, umupo sa upuan niya. (katabi niya si tep, katabi ko naman si tep, nasa harap ni tep si ate rose). nung una eh lungkot lungkutan pa ako kase kinakausap lang ni crush eh si tep at ate rose. pero nung medyo malapit na dismissal, si tep na walang kahihiyan sa katawan nagtanong kay crush (for my sake, i know. thanks tep! lol)

tanong niya, “crush mo ba si S?” tinutukoy ni tep ay yung classmate din namin na pinaghihinalaan naming gusto ni crush. sagot niya “hinde no!” 

“eh sinong crush mo?” tingin siya saken, tapos turo niya ako.

(PAALALA: hindi ko po ito nakita o narinig, kinuwento nalang after  class sakin ni ate rose, kasi busy akong nakikinig kay mam algebra eh. wow).

“uyyyyyy” asar naman ni tep, “liligawan mo siya?“, usisera talaga tong si tep! “ewan” sabi ni crush, “bakit ewan? ewan means yes” sabi ni ate rose (di ko sure to, parang narinig ko eh. haha)

tapos yun tuloy tuloy na sa pag asar si tep saken, uyy ng uyy. di tuloy ako syado nakapagconcentrate sa pakikinig kay mam, at pina explain ko pa kay sweetheart ang aming lesson. lol. (thanks sweetheart! ^_^)

tapos binulungan ko si tep, sabi ko ikwento niya saken maya, kase di ko talaga narinig mga pinagsasabi niya, pero alam ko na about saken. etong bingi namang si tep, biglang sinabi “kunwari daw hindi naririnig ni dyane” loka loka talaga siya. haha.

tapos nung uwian na, ayun nag smile siya saken. haha. ako snob lang, kase nahihiya ako! haha. oo alam ko! ang gaga ko para isnobin siya! haha.

basta yun lang ang nangyari na nagpasaya saken. haha. nakaka tuwa di palang magkwento ng tagalog. ^_^ parang tanga lang ang kwento ko no. napaka keso. haha. eh bakit ba, sabi nila share ko happiness ko, and i am sharing it with you. ^_^

sadly, it was unrequited.

  found this on tumblr. and i think its cute. there are a lot of cute stuff like this actually in tumblr. hehe. ^^ and yeah, do you wonder why i chose to post this? its just that he seems to stay here (point at mind) and wants to be here (points at heart) , without him knowing that… haha! whatever na nga! it sounds cheezy already. haha. and i dont want to talk about it actually.

sorry if this post is nonsense! and kinda emo!  hahaha.

GOODNIGHT!

happy birthday mom!

happy birthday mom! i love you so much. sorry if im not the daughter you want sometimes. im just human, i make mistakes, and i know you understand that. sorry, if im so impatient that sometimes it hurts you. sorry if im being immature all the times, its just that i always want to feel that im still your baby. sorry if im so naughty and stubborn, i promise to try not to. sorry mommy. i love you! hope you are always happy. i love you more than these three little words can say…^^

aw. its my mom’s birthday today! and yeah, i still didnt greet her because when i woke up this morning, she’s already gone from work. tsss.

and when she goes home later, i will still be at school! oh well, at least that gave me time to buy her a gift. and yeah, i dont have money T_T so i just decided to buy her a cake. hope she understands… >_< on the second thought, i know she will. ^^.

btw, ive watched so close yesterday! and it was so great! you should totally watch it! cick HERE if you’re interested.

its an action movie, with drama and romance. actually, im not into action movies, but when i saw these! i love it! totally great! and im not exagerating. lol.

oh oh here, watch the trailer first. because im in hurry to discuss it to you. lol.

great huh? haha. sorry, if this post is random! so bye! i still have class. ^^

kapitan sino.

my cousin lend me his book “kapitan sino”. ive been craving to read it since they published it, and so i am glad that he has it! 

okay. magtatagalog na ako dahil ang post na ito ay para sa mga pilipino. mahal na mahal ko yang si Bob Ong. dahil hindi lang siya marunong magpatawa, naiintindihan niya pa ang lahat ng bagay na umiikot dito sa mundo, lalu na sa bansa natin. mulat siya sa mga bagay na ayaw nating pansinin, ayaw nating tanggapin, at ayaw nating baguhin. 

ang kapitan sino ay isang napakagandang istorya na naglalaman ng maraming kaisipan, kamulatan, kabayanihan. at oo inaamin ko, guilty ako sa mga ilan niyang sinabi. dito ko narealise na selfish nga at greed ang mga tao, at nakakalungkot isipin, na oo, ganun din ako.

and here, let me share to you some of the quotes i love:

“hindi naman kailangan ng maraming tao para bumuo ng mundo e. minsan isang tao lang ang kasama mo, buo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay.”

“hindi ka bayani dahil sa mga kaya mong gawin, bayani ka dahil sa mga ginawa mo.”

“alam mo ba ang pinagkaiba ng mga bulag at ng mga nakakakita? hindi alam ng mga nakakakita kung kailan sila bulag…”

“naniniwala ka ba talaga sa mga sagot mo?”

“wag daw akong malungkot dahil mga panlabas na anyo lang ang hindi ko nakikita dahil mas makikilala mo daw ang mundo sa kung ano ito dahil hindi ka mabubulag sa mga anyo.”

“may kapangyarihan ka, pero hindi mo hawak ang buhay ng mga tao.”

“hindi kulang ang kapangyarihan ng mga tao. tayo ang kalabisan.”

“tungkulin mong tumulong sa kapwa dahil may kakayanan ka at gusto mong tumulong. pero wag mong kakalimutan na hindi mo mababago ang mundo at hindi mo maililigtas lahat ng tao.”

“tutulong ka lang sa kapwa… hindi mo kailangan ng pangalan.”

“naghahanap ang mga tao ng “iba” namagliligtas sakanila dahil hindi sila yung ‘iba’ na yun, walang nagbabago, walang may gustong magbago. naghihintay lang ang lahat sa ‘iba’, yung hindi nila katulad.”

“hindi hawak ng tao ang buhay, pero hawak ng tao ang kapangyarihan para hindi pahirapan ang ibang tao.”

“ang trahedya ng buhay ko? hindi ako nagkaroon ng kapangyarihan na makapagsabi ng tamang bagay sa tamang tao sa tamang panahon.”

“sa pagiging kapitan sino ko lang naisip na ang tanong ay hindi kung bakit magulo ang mundo kundi kung ano ang magagawa ko.”

that’s pretty much it. ciao!

i dunno what’s happening to me.

i was in a friends house this afternoon, and i happen to see what her mom was watching. she was watching close to you, the one with Bea Alonzo, John Lloyd and Sam Milby. the story is about falling in love with your bestfriend,  and i remember something about that.

i remember Guji Lorenzana! (you know, my crush? the v cute singer/actor. haha ) because it was their topic in mellow radio last night. their topic were “is it possible to fall in love with your bestfriend?”and “is it okay to fall in love again, after a break up with a long time relationship?”. 

actually, i didn’t get to listen that much in his discussion about it because i was just watching in blogtv. i was just looking at his face, and silently drooling. kidding! haha. but seriously, im so grateful that blogtv exist. that way, i can watch him live dj-ing in his radio show. and he replies to your chats too, if you’ll ask him. i mean, how cool is that??? VERY COOL! haha. and yeah, i was jealous to the girls who are there live in the station! what do they call it again? a booth? basta yun. i saw them took pictures with him, with papa Guji actually hugging them! haha. im uber envious. hmp. O_o

btw, i would like to share to you my love horoscope for today. lol.

LEO

This is one of those romantic periods that will be very intense for you, Leo. Whether you are single or attached, you are certainly feeling your needs with some intensity. You may want someone so bad you can taste it, but figuring out exactly how to be seen in a favorable way can be a problem. The tendency to be too choosy and too critical of what’s presented to you can leave you coming up empty handed, so if you can’t have your way entirely, have it half way and enjoy what’s there. This does not mean you will be settling for less than you deserve, but merely whetting your appetite for more creative romance down the road.

it is confusing.  lol.

PS. i know its kinda too late now but im getting addicted to tumblr! haha. 

school sucks.. without you.

yeah. school sucks. lalo na kung wala kang crush sa school. yung tipong kamukha ng pagka crush ko kay gm. makakatagpo pa kaya ako ng ganun ulit? oh well, life is unfair. 

i seem desperate, but yeah, i want to have a boyfriend already. hahaha! and my prince! he doesnt seem to exist! lol.

sorry about that.

its just that i still have a hangover from my holiday vacation. and i freakin hate the fact that my class tomorrow is 8am. >_< its still a mystery to me how in hell will i woke up as early as that, when my regular waking time is 11am. I SUCK, i know.

though im enjoying the company of my engineering friends, yeah, it was fun. everyday is fun actually. but i dunno, i just feel that my life sucks. lol.

im so weird. i havent post for like a week already, and so here i am excited to post something again, but now can’t think of what to post! silly.

okay i’ll just tell how my back to school week turn out. and actually i can tell it in two wordS. IT SUCK! hahaha. kidding.

im talking nonsense here. so i’ll just post when i can think of something normal to say. so ciao! 

PBB roaring concert: MELASON FOREVER ^^.

waa! sorry, if i’m posting again! but then again, why would i say sorry? this is my blog! hahaha. 

oh well, i really just like to share the performance of MELASON last night in their roaring concert. i didn’t get to watch it last night, and im very grateful to xpau10x because he/she has uploaded the whole roaring concert already. aw. thanks so much!

this video is the performance of first, Johan anf Cathy singing “you belong with me” then my favorite loveteam! haha. Jason and Melay singing “hangang ngayon”.. its very funny! and sweet at the same time. haha. 

here watch. ^^.

omg. i was really shocked about JASON. he’s really good. he can sing well, dont ya think?? im beginning to fall for him! lol. kidding! 

i enjoyed it so much and idc if you didn’t! haha. ^_^

PS. i cant freaking accept that i already have class tomorrow! waah!

PPS. no no no no no no noooooooooooooooooo.

PPPS. WHY????

(OA MUCH?) lol XD

BTW, its my niece birthday today! RHEIGN! happy birthday dear! ate kim loves you so much. be a good girl always okay? *hugs&kisses* ^_^

someone signed me up for love.

haha. first of all,  what i’ll post have nothing to do with the title. im just hooked with the song “like only a woman can” by brian mcfadden. and yeah, it would be nice if someone would actually dedicate a song like that to me. right? lol ^_^

And who decided I’d be hers

I wanna hate them

Cos now I can’t live without her

and actually, i am planning on making a story out of the song. got the idea of making a story out of a song by micah. cheers to you sis! ^^. but! first! i’ll finish my target 7 chapters in my first story in my story blog. visit it here. (yuck, i keep on promoting it like its so great! when its so not. hahaha)

second of all, sorry bout the last post, i was just pissed at myself for being such an evil sister to my brother. lol. i cant help it, i was born with two horns and a cute tail. hahaha. kidding! but we’re okay now, because he’s such an angel, with a halo and wings. hahaha.

third… OH WAIT. is there such thing as third of all???? haha. anyway, i am actually ranting about nonsense stuff here. actually most of my posts are nonsense. oh no, wrong.. i meant ALL of my posts are just trash. haha.

i had a not-so-nice-but-still-fine new year. like they say, you cant get all the luck. oh wait, nobody said that! that was just me. haha. 

im so annoying! i always laugh haha. annoying, right? hahaha. it was actually my most used word in facebook! swear! i took the application what’s your top most used words thing-y in facebook, and i got the word haha on top of my list! haha. wicked!

oh well, im really talking nonsense here. so, i’ll just share some pictures of me and my two cute nieces. they’re kawaii. ( like me! joke! haha )

me, phoebe and rheign ^^.

yeah, the pictures were taken last december 31, new year’s eve. ^_^ and yeah, something not so nice happen that night! and yeah, i don’t want to talk about it! haha. and yeah, i keep on saying yeah. freakin annoying. and this posts is freakin boring too. hahaha. 

OOOPS-Y! last thing… i would like to share a video. a cover of take this to heart by mayday parade. honestly im not familiar with the song and the singer. but i just love the cover of this guy. he sings from the heart. aw. his name is Rod, btw. and yeah, he’s hella cute!(but! he’s not that cute in that vid. but whatevs, he’s v v v cute for me! ) haha. he makes me smile  ^^.

“be mine tonight…”

so, that’s it! omfg. he’s really so adorable, im gonna go now to watch all his videos. hahaha. obssessed much? haha. and if you’re interested, you can see all his covers rod7sp

ciao!

i guess 2010 is not for me tsk

sorry for the title. dont mind me, im just pissed at myself. i never knew i was bad. i guess i just hide it well. yeah, longstory.

anyway, im just reposting this. got it from www.marlytheexplorer.blogspot.com you can repost it, if you like.

highlight the sentence that you made this past 2oo9.

  1. Did something you said you would never do.  (yeah, like do drugs and all that. KIDDING!)

   2. Paid for someone who said they would pay you back but never did.  ( i sorta forgot about this already, but this remind me. lol)

   3. Lied about where you were.  (i didn’t mean to! *wink*)

   4. Discovered a new musician. (yes! thanks to my blogger friends ^_^)

   5. Made something for a friend. (i guess i did, ^^.)

   6. Got a new phone.

   7. Got a new iPod/Zune/Mp3 player.

   8. Watched three or more episodes of Saturday Night Live.

   9. Made fun of someone. (im sorry! i was just kidding around! XD)

  10. Created a Tumblr. (yeah, and for the record, used it only once. lol)

  11. Flew on a plane for the first time.

  12. Spoke in front of 15 people or more. (yeah, school stuff)

  13. Met someone in real life that you originally met online. (yeah, nostalgia… >_<)

  14. Done something illegal.

  15. Did your siblings chores for money.

  16. Stayed up all night thinking about the worst thing that could possibly happen to you, later find out that you worried for nothing. (yeah! i almost died thinking about it.. lmao.)

  17. Hurt somebody you didn’t mean to hurt. (yes, and im sorry. >.<)

  18. Hugged your mom or dad.

  19. Baked a cake.

  20. Made a new friend (yes! go engineering! lol)

  21. Lost an old friend.

  22. Changed your views on society. (im actually starting to care people.. lol)

  23. Laughed at something that wasn’t funny. (yeah, im weird lol)

  24. Got upset over something that wasn’t a big deal. (and yeah, i can be shallow too. >.<)

  25. Had a horrible birthday.

  26. Got a Facebook. (what can i do? friendster sucks. lol)

  27. Deleted your Myspace.

  28. Cried because you missed old times. (yes… T_T)

  29. Cleaned your room. (ALMOST! lol)

  30. Have a new found appreciation for someone you never expected to. (yeah, thank you very much ^_^)

  31. Told someone you love them.

  32. Told someone you hate them.

  33. Screwed something up but didn’t mean to. (my grades! lol)

  34. Received a gift.

  35. Gave a gift.

  36. Read a book that wasn’t for school.

  37. Ate a lollipop.

  38. Threw away something by accident

  39. Smoked a cigarette.

  40. Ran a mile.

  41. Switched schools.

 42. Aced a test.

  43. Wished you were in the past. (yeah, present life kinda suck. lol)

  44. Got scared about the future. (always)

  45. Got yelled at by your parents.

  46. Lost a family member.

  47. Saw an old friend.

  48. Went to church/synagogue.

  49. Hugged a stuffed animal.

  50. Said you’re going to make next year better. (yeah, but i dunno know if i can..)

empty/literally