i love you, you love me MORE

December 25, 2009

 

I have always been in love, always been hurt. There’s a time I come to realize I am not worth loving. I am not worth anything. Yes, I am worthless, for 16 years, that’s what I think of myself.. until He came into my life.

He gave me a reason to continue living, to continue fighting. He was, is, and will always be there. He will never leave me. Just the thought of doing so, hurts him.

He love me for what I am, and not for what others want me to be.

I know there are times I despise him, almost doesn’t believe in Him. Times that I would just forget Him. And even in doing so, He’s still there. He never left me, and never will.

He suffered a lot because of me, I a not perfect, in fact I am always stubborn. But despite all that, He still loves me.

Everyday I would say “I’m sorry, and I love you” but still do things to hurt him. I didn’t mean them. I never meant them, but I know He’s still in pain because I disobey Him, and YET, He continues to forgive me and love me.

 

His name is JESUS. He loves me unconditionally. and I know HE LOVES YOU TOO.

its his special day today. And I want to thank him for everything he have given me and my love ones. I know I haven’t been very good, but I tried, I really did. I’m just human, and I hope He understands that, on the second thought, I know that He does understand, that’s how much He loves me. And I love him too, not as much as He loves me, but closer. 

 

happy birthday Daddy Jesus!  I love you with all my heart. 

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! ^_^

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