spongebob is healed!

November 8, 2009

 

wee. my dear spongebob is okay again! hurrah!  im sooo happy. well, now that he is okay again, i cant seem to think about what to write in here. pprrrfff. what a what. im begining to be dumb again. but why is that??? i’ve been reading everyday! i had reread all my books, because i was really bored to death. lol.

my mind is not working properly. so i’ll just share to you one of the books i’ve re read that makes me cry everytime i read it! the book is a california diary # 12.. entitled “SUNNY” written by Ann M. Martin who is also the writer of the famous baby sitter’s club. (i’ve read some of those when i was in highschool).

this is one of her entries in her diary. i feel like that sometimes too.. life is indeed hard.      

  

anyway, the story is about Sunny. she wrote in her diary the last remaining days of her mom because her mom is dying of cancer. she is only 14, and it seems too much for her to lose a mother already. everyday, she could not sleep properly, knowing her mom is dying.. she thinks that life is so unfair. she thinks if she’ll ever get over of what was and will happen. 

when the time comes that she had to say goodbye to her mom.. she wondered how you say goodbye to someone forever. and I wondered about that too, I think i could not handle it, if its someone that i really love..

in the end, her mom died. but she and her dad promise their connection can never be broken, they’ll be together for eternity. 

yes, it was so hard to move on and to let go. but life is harsh, that’s a fact, but LIFE is meaningful only when it’s painful and still you survive it. 

 

the end! it’s really very overwhelming. i cried a lot. hehe. 

PS. sorry i cant give a link to the book. you see, its my book. its not an e-book. hehe.  

 

by the way! its my favorite cousin’s birthday today! happy birthday ate! i just wish that all your wishes will all come true! love you much.