SUNDAY MADNESS :)

SUNDAY NGAYON, pero di ako nagsimba. nakakainis ako no? madaming beses na din akong hindi nakakapag simba. ewan ko ba kung baket. feeling ko tuloy, napakasama ko na. hay.

MONDAY BUKAS, bonifacio day! walang pasok. manonood daw kaming new moon ng friendships ko. (excited na ako! wee Ü)

 

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love is just a chimera .. ?

my prince, i wish you’re born at the same time with me.

MY "BESTFRIEND" ..

FIRST OF ALL, THIS IS NOT MY STORY. i just got it from here. i dunno if its a true story. 

okay.. this story, is very overwhelming. it made me cry. aww. its very long, took me i think 30-45 minutes. but its worth it! so please read.Ü its mushy, and corny, and sweet! but IDC, i love it. lmao.

EDITED!!! if you really like to read the story.. “my bestfriend”. just click HERE!

I decided to delete the whole story, because its too long! haha. or maybe because I am insane. well whatever. ♥__♥

do you love blogging? i do! ^_^

do you want to know the reasons why i havent been really blogging for  while, i mean really blogging about my life? except for the fact that im kinda busy and because of the hiatus thing-y. 

i havent been posting a lot because i dont feel any big emotion, that’s why.

everyday, i would go to school, laugh and do silly things with my friends, then go home and do the same things with my family. THAT IS MY LIFE, for now. 

i guess, totoo yung sinasabi nila noon na kapag malungkot at nasasaktan ka, gusto mo sinusulat mo, yung tipong ibubuhos mo sakit ng loob mo sa diary mo or blog mo. kase habang ginagawa mo yun, mag isa ka. yun yung time na nakakapag pakita ka ng totoong nararamdaman mo, yung totoong ikaw. yung ikaw na hindi mo pwedeng ipakita sa ibang tao. 

its true too, that when a person is always happy, s/he forgets to do those things, because s/he’s too happy  that s/he forgets. 

i dont know if you get what im trying to say. my point is, i dont feel pain or sadness right now, that’s why, i dont write personal stuff anymore.and i know this is a good thing, that im neutral. not very happy, but not sad too. 

in short, my life is boring now, that’s why i cant seem to write anymore. lol.

yeah, i have new crushes. but they’re not the kind of crush that you’ll think every minute of your life. sila yung, crush mo lang pag nakikita mo. yun lang sila. hanggang dun lang sila.

anyway, i have to go now. i have class. so, bye for now! ^_^

2012

so yeah, i can’t keep my promise! I have to post something. *smile*

yesterday, we watched 2012. some would say crap things about it because they think they dont have the right to say that we will all end in 2012, but me, I really dont have anything against who made that movie or something. I would have to say, the effects are awesome and spectacular. (but not awsome if it happens in real life. lol)

what happen in the movie is terrible but great.just like Voldemort, he is terrible, but great. 

while watching the movie, of course there are a lot of questions bothering my mind. “AM I REALLY SEEING THE FUTURE? AM I SEEING WHAT WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN TO US?”

I’m one of the people who doesnt really beleive in that 2012. I believe, we will all come to an end, it maybe in 2012, or it maybe tomorrow.. so we should treat everyday as if there will be no tomorrow.everyday is a blessing from God, make it special.

one of the scenes i really love there, it made me cry.. was when the father, together with his two sons, are about to enter the ship, were they can be saved, but the gate was about to close, and still the other son and the father is not yet on board, so what the father did was he lifted his son with all his energy, and so the son was saved, but the father fell and died. and that was so touching and sad at the same time. that really proves that a parent love is trully unconditional. Parents would kill for their children. 

and the other scene is when a father, after a long time of gap with his son, he finally called him on the phone, but before the son could even answer the phone, he died, together with his wife and daughter. and I guess, that meant that we should always tell our love ones we love them, dont wait and find that its already too late. everyday is special.

okay, too much spoiler already, if you havent watched it yet. you just really have to see it, its pretty awesome. suspense and all that. (i was stunned and shocked most of the time, while watching it) haha.

AND ONE LAST THING! I have a new crush.. he’s name is OSRIC CHAU. his name in 2012 is Nima.

okay, that was it. we will watched NEW MOON ON THE 30th, so i’ll post again then. hehe.

PS. im okay, still same same. take care! ^_^ 

i wanted to take a break for everything that reads "online"..

hey. I know i havent been really updating about my life since school started. Its just that I really wanted to concentrate on my studies now. So I decided I will be on Hiatus. I will be back of course and I would still blog once in a while, because blogging is part of my life and you can never take that away from me. NEVER.

I just really wanted to be focus now, and just connects online when I need to research about my homeworks. It does sounds hard, very hard. but I will try my best to do this.  Its not an option, its a MUST.

Im doing this for my mom, and myself. For the better me. 

Maybe I’ll be back on CHRISTMAS BREAK!

so please still love me okay? I’ll pray for you all. Always take care. 

For those who became part of my life through online, of course I’ll leave my number to you. to keep in touch, so you’ll never miss me. hehe. 

oh god. CAN I REALLY DO THIS??

my prince charming..

my prince, like me, is waiting.. waiting for the right time to find me. and when he does, we’ll be together as long as we both live.

my prince is a gentleman that he respect me when i say no, or not now.

he would pick me up in school everyday, and be so kind to open the door for me. and he would surprise me by bringing a red rose for no reason. on school days, he would understand if i need to study instead of meeting him. and on friday nights, we would watch a movie together in our couch, under the same blanket while eating a bunch of microwave popcorn.

my prince is very smart, that he put his studies and family first, and me in second, and he understand that i do the same. he cheers me up when im having a really bad day by bringing me a box of chocolate, and kiss me on the forehead to show that everything would be okay.

and when my mom and me had a fight, he would be mad at me too for acting childish, but then hugs and comfort me after. 

my prince only looks and see me, even though the most beautiful girl is flirting with him. he would be proud of me, that he is not even shy to hold my hand in front of his friends. he would pull me to the dance floor and slow dance with me in the parties while whispering ‘i love you’ in my ear every now and then, and looks at me as if im the most beautiful girl in the world, in his world. he would bring me home by the time my parents told him to and he would give me a sweet kiss on the cheek before he goes too. 

when my prince have a bussiness seminar in europe for a week, he still calls me every chance he get to remind me how much he wishes i was there with him. and when he got home, he would be the one to still surprise me by appearing in our house an hour before he is supposed to be home because he really misses me even though he still has jet lag.

at weekends, we would be walking hand in hand in the park while eating ice cream, then sits on the bench when we got tired. i would lay my head on his shoulder, and while watchin the stars he would sing me a song, a llullaby in particular, and even though he sounds horrible, i would still be able to relax just by hearing his voice.

my prince loves me enough to let me make mistakes. 

my prince respect and love his family a lot that he always obey them and attends mass every sunday with them. he loves his mom most, and always treat her, his number one girl, me only as his second, but still he doesnt let that be an issue because he loves us a equally in different ways. 

once in a while, he would give me love letters, and even though i say that’s corny, deep inside i would still keep them because i appreciate those letters a lot because they are from him. 

after a tiring day, he would still chose to see me, no matter how tired he is. and together, we would just cuddled to each other while listening to our favorite song. 

my prince have the most beautiful smile in the world that it makes my knees tremble and the butterflies in my stomach appear. 

he always do little things to make me smile and happy. he have such a great humor that i’m never bored when im with him.

indeed, he looks demonish, but deep inside he has a big heart. 
 

and even sometimes he acts as if he doesnt care, but the truth is, he does, and he would be willing to kill for the people he loves.

my prince charming is not perfect but he tries his best to be the best son, best student, best boyfriend, best friend, best person he could ever be so he could make the people he love happy. 

my prince.. DO YOU EXIST? 

spongebob is healed!

wee. my dear spongebob is okay again! hurrah!  im sooo happy. well, now that he is okay again, i cant seem to think about what to write in here. pprrrfff. what a what. im begining to be dumb again. but why is that??? i’ve been reading everyday! i had reread all my books, because i was really bored to death. lol.

my mind is not working properly. so i’ll just share to you one of the books i’ve re read that makes me cry everytime i read it! the book is a california diary # 12.. entitled “SUNNY” written by Ann M. Martin who is also the writer of the famous baby sitter’s club. (i’ve read some of those when i was in highschool).

this is one of her entries in her diary. i feel like that sometimes too.. life is indeed hard.      

anyway, the story is about Sunny. she wrote in her diary the last remaining days of her mom because her mom is dying of cancer. she is only 14, and it seems too much for her to lose a mother already. everyday, she could not sleep properly, knowing her mom is dying.. she thinks that life is so unfair. she thinks if she’ll ever get over of what was and will happen. 

when the time comes that she had to say goodbye to her mom.. she wondered how you say goodbye to someone forever. and I wondered about that too, I think i could not handle it, if its someone that i really love..

in the end, her mom died. but she and her dad promise their connection can never be broken, they’ll be together for eternity. 

yes, it was so hard to move on and to let go. but life is harsh, that’s a fact, but LIFE is meaningful only when it’s painful and still you survive it. 

the end! it’s really very overwhelming. i cried a lot. hehe. 

PS. sorry i cant give a link to the book. you see, its my book. its not an e-book. hehe.  

by the way! its my favorite cousin’s birthday today! happy birthday ate! i just wish that all your wishes will all come true! love you much.

unwell.. BUT STILL SMILING :( :D

aww. im v v v sad! my spongebob is sick again! and this time, its for real. he was really confine. aww. its super upsetting. i just cant live without thim you know. he is my life. lol. so melodramatic! hahaha.

NOTE: spongebob is my pc.

anyway, im in my cousins house now. and so i’ll just do a quick post. oh yes, i’ve been fine, okay (and super good news! our class will be on NOV 11! waha. that made me happy) wee..where am i again? oh yeah, im fine, happy actually.. except for the fact that my sbob is you know, sick! and theré’s nothing i can do about that except to wait for him to get okay again! hehe.

ok. enough now. i told my cousin i’ll just serve my food in cafe world. haha.

take care always okay?? love much. mua. (:

PS. belated happy birthday to my one true love..  Choi Seung Hyun a.k.a TOP of BIGBANG! love you forever. there would never be a single soul that can replace your place in my heart. lol. best wishes. i really love you.. marry me? haha. kiddin.

GOODNIGHT!

there’s something more to enjoy.. Ü

hello. hello. i was absent for a day or two?? (here, in blog paradise (:), and so i didnt post about the trip with my family.. that’s because our pc, which, btw, i named SPONGEBOB was hospitalized! lol. sorry, if my sentences are padded and incorrect. you see, i have a really bad headache.

anyway, as i was saying.. yeah, we had a family moment last nov. 2. we decided to go to NAYONG PILIPINO, and some malls.. for picture purposes. lol. here are some pics..

on the first two pics.. that’s me, and my ever cutest niece named Phoebe. then on the last picture are all of us. hehe. for more pictures, add me on facebook! haha. my fb account is iheartsbob@yahoo.com.. add me! my halloween pictures are there too, because i am already lazy to post them here. coz they’re embarrassing haha. just add me.. ok? thanks!
 
MOVING ON..
i also enrolled yesterday. NOV. 3. and i was happy to be once again R-131. hehe. and i sincerely hope that my boys classmates last sem wouldnt be the same as this sem! haha. i was hoping there would be a lot of cute guys now. you know, for inspiration. hehe. 
and i really promise mysef that i would be serious in school now.. i dont want “pasang awa” anymore. 
so goodluck to all of us, and goodluck to me! haha. aja!
 
goodnight love ones. happydreams

kibum is L-♥-V-E .. :)

howdy? i will just do a quick post. because me and my family (cousins, and titas!) are going to a roadtrip! lol. because tom. is nov.3.. which mean may pasok na.. so, we would like to have fun in our last day. (mind you, my class is on nov.9! lol)

i just wanted to post this very cute video that i found on youtube..  Ü. i find this show they’re on very cute and hilarious. the show, i think is called “LOVE LETTER” or “X-MAN”.. and its like a coupling love thing-y  game. its really fun! i actually spent my time last night, watching a lot of episodes of it. hehe. and here is one of my favorite.. 

starring the love of my life (lol. top is still the one!) KIM KI BUM and the ever funny singer HWAYOBI. 

this is not very funny, i just like it because KIBUM is on it! and its true, his smile makes me melt. awwww. and when he asked hwayobi, “do you like me?”.. i was shouting inside! i really want to shout, but its already 2am that time. haha. ♥ ♥ ♥

another with KIBUM ..

and here is another one! lol. i was starting to love HWAYOBI you know. haha.

ok. that’s it for now. you really have to watch it. because if you love koreans, this will make ou happy. lol. for me.

ciao! mua.

i was feeling down, then he smiled.. and everything is okay again :)

good evening bloggers. im so happy tonight. and sad and starving all the same time! haha. i have a stomach ache and headache. that’s why i was so badtrip in the cemetery. i was feeling bored for an hour or two, then suddenly, this guy came, he is wearing a red shirt, so we will call him RED.. my red. lol. he came with his mom, they know our family, i guess that’s why they stopped by, bec. i never saw him before, till now. but then they stayed sa kabilang puntod, which is our relatives too. so i thought, “oh fuck.. this cute guy, is our cousin”. oh yeah. that’s so sad. hhe. 

but the good thing is he keep on looking at me, and i keep on looking at him back too! lol. and before i go, i was about to go home.. he looked at me, and kinda smiled. and that was the end of our story.. FOR NOW. 

i’ll wait for him again, on the next all saints day.:)

we can never tell, he may not be a relative, he might be my soulmate. haha. (sorry top, your still the one lol)

for one night, TOP WAS MINE :D

happy all saints day! wee. am watchin ASAP. and John Lloyd, Loius M, Vhong N, and Billy C are so funny! they sang and dance fire, i dont care, nobody, and one more song, which im not familiar to, but i think,its a superjuniors song. hehe. but, the point is, they are soo cute esp. my John Lloyd. heks! haha. will upload it, if its on youtube, soon.

anyway, bout my title. last night, yes, my favorite night ever, i dreamt of TOP. my dream is like the movie i’ve watched before, where in a girl was stucked in an island with her super duper idol which is a rockstar. ohh yeah, my dream is like that too.. i was stucked in an island with TOP!!!! and he sooo nice, and we’re sweet too, in my dream! lol. but like in the movie, the girl discovered they were not really lost, they were just on the other side of the resort, but of course, she didnt tell her idol because this is a once in a lifetime chance, to be with her crush.. in my dream too, that was what happened. freaky huh? but in the end, just like in the movie, TOP found out i was lying, and so he got mad at me… and then  I WOKE UP! grrr.

that was harsh! i didnt even get to know, if we made up or something. but in the movie, the girl ended up with her bestfriend, coz her idol turned out to be a big jerk! but, of course that wouldnt happen in my dream, bec. my TOP is not a jerk! haha.

awww. dreams are dreams. but i wish i didnt wake up..what a chance. to be with him, even just in dreams. haha. dream on girl!

PS. our scary pics are not yet uploaded! because we are sooo busy. lol.

alright-y gotto go already. we will go to the cemetery. so, take care okay? mua!