MR. POLITE :D

October 9, 2009

 

even just looking at you.. FEELS WRONG. 

 

walang mag rereact. kanta yan! nagkakanta lang ako. hehe. i feel so busy right now, kaya tinatamad akong magkwento ng aking buhay. and also because i have my 2 diaries already! which i bring in school, so when i write there, it feels weird for me to write it here too! lol.

next week is our finals. and i really do hope na mataas ang makuha ko. i hate 3. please give me a 2 in algeb?? puh lease! ahehe. joke. :)

my class tomorrow is 8AM because i have a make up class in trigonometry. which i think SUCKS. because why the heck is it so early??? i mean duh! im an evening student, so why the hell do i have to wake up as early as that?? GRR. this really makes me mad. >_<

 

my day went fine today. my wagon of happiness is down to 7. sucker. this is not the lowest i’ve got, but it still LOW. its just that things in my life have been so bizarre and hassle. there are times i really want to give up, but i can’t because of a lot of reasons. reasons that sometimes doesnt seem reasonable enough for me, but i still continue to think everything that happens to me, to US, are all for the best. God has a plan for me, and i’ll live and go on to find that out. its just so depressing that even the rain can’t cheer me up. i feel so down.

 

a friend texted me btw, 

 

may araw na masaya, mas masaya at pinakamasaya.. pero walang araw na malugkot, mas masaya ka lang kahapon kaya tingin mo malungkot ang ngayon..

 

i can’t decide if i should believe this. hehe.maybe i should? para masaya lang. lol

(NOTE: my wagon of HAPPINESS has 20 pebbles. 20 being the happiest, and 0 being the saddest, i can call it the wagon of sadness too, but i didnt because i wanted to be optimistic :) ) – i got this from stargirl, its a book. very nice :)

 

all right-y. its almost 2am. and i SHOULD wake up 6:30am ater. whoosh. NIGHT. :(

 

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