i’ll never tell him how much he made me cry that day..

September 28, 2009

 

gaaah!! why cant i upload photos??? sucker. tsk.

i have a new favorite song now.. its entitled OUT OF MY LEAGUE by stephen speaks. :D i love it because i dedicate it to GM. i know. im pathetic. but whatevs. i love it..

 


it’s his hair and his eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i’m falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as he thoughtfully thumbs through his hair
and he purses her lips, bats his eyes as he plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say

coz i love him with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz he’s all that I see and he’s all that I need
and i’m out of my league once again

 

 

i cant find the offiicial music video so i’ll just post a mv of the notebook, which is my favorite movie and book.. :) hope you like it too.

 

 

 * the notebook is written by Nicholas Sparks. the book is amazing. its a story about TRUE LOVE. that whatever problems, obstacles or hindrances there is, their LOVE will surpass it all. even if it means waking up, and knowing your love one doesnt remember you, but because you love her, you’ll read your love story to her, so by the end of the day, she remembers.. but tomorrow when you wake up again, she doesnt remember a thing again so you’ll read and make her remember again.. that’s what Noah did for Allie. that’s TRUE LOVE.

 

im inlike.?

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i often wonder if life is easier for other people..

 

morning philippines. morning world. 28 ngayon. monthsary ng CLIPAYB. 1 year & 7 months na kame. congratulations!! :)

even though we have our different lives right now. i still believe our friendship will never ever end. at ano naman ngayon kung wala tayong pictures kase di tayo laging complete?? we have memories. and that i’ll treasure forever. :) love you girls. kiss.

and yeah, first monthsary din pala ni star at ni tep. congrats! wag ka ng manlalaki tep. lol

 

sira yung i.ph kahapon, and the yesterday before.. kaya nagblog muna ako sa aking lumang blogsite. haha. dalawin niyo naman oh, kaka lagay ko lang ng cbox dun kahapon eh. lol. makikita niyo din dun na follower ako ni roadfill AKA moymoy palaboy. kakatawa mga blogs niya. promise :)

and yeah andun yung blog ko about kay FUCKING ONDOY. tinatamd na kong ulitin pa dito. haha. :)

PLS VISIT?? thanks much.

www.imdimwit.blogspot.com

 

ano na nga bang gusto kong sabhin??? oh yeah, my uncertainties about SPVM. and my growing illegal desire for GM. fuck. i hate myself a lot. why do i feel this way? why am i this way??? crap crap crap. i dont know which is worse, being the one with the brokenheart, or being the one who breaks a heart. this dilemma is giving me a headache and a heartache. argh. if i will choose spvm, i will not be happy, and he will not be happy, cos im not his totally. its like being there, my body there, but my heart and mind is not. and if i’ll choose GM, i cant actually choose him because he has a gf and he doesnt know my hd to him. oh god. and i know, this sounds EMO, but its NOT EMO! its just what i feel. T_T

 

bakit nga ba nag eexist pa ang LOVE?? sana wala na lng boy-girl relationship. puro love frienship nalang. para di na maraming nag d-drama tulad ko. heks.

 

MY LIFE SUCKS. grr. sucker sucker sucker.

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