dont forget..

September 21, 2009

 

 

 

i met up with my highschool bff’s kanina. great times. i miss them a lot.. :D they say you will find true friends when you are in college, but for me, i already found my TRUE FRIENDS in highschool. 

and we will be friends forever. :)

 

saya saya kanina, kahit nasa mall lang nagkwentuhan about sa kanya kanya na naming buhay sa ngayon.. i will admit masaya ako sa life ko sa college, at mahal ko course ko at classmates, pero iba pa din SILA. iba yung KAME eh. mas masya. mas magulo. mas malande. hehe. :D

sabi nga ni yel kanina, nagun lang ulit siya nakatawa ng sobra sobra. kase yung mga friends niya now, di ganun kaalog at yung kasama niya lang sila for the sake na may kasama siya. kaya miss na miss niya kame. miss na miss ko sila. :(

tapos si tinn naman (mama mamahan k nung HS) umiyak pa kas kwento niya na cool off sila ni boyfriend niya. buset talaga mga lalake no?? no?? apir! haha. :D

 

ayun, tinatamad nako magkwento, antok na kase ako at pagod. sooooo NIGHT! sweetdreams :)  

 

a friend is someone who knows your song and sings it to you when you have forgotten it.. friends are those who are not fooled by mistakes you made or dark images you hold about yourself.. they remember your beauty when you feel ugly; your wholeness when you feel broken; and your innocence when you feel guilty.

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dreams–are they real?

 

last night i’ve dreamt about HIM. not him “him”. but HIM. alright i’ll say the name.. GM.

he is my former piolo-look-alike crush. i dont know why, i dont know how, but last night he visited me in my dreams. and unconciously visited my mind for the whole day.

my dream is like this.. its haloween, and they made our school a horror house, so me and justin are there to take a look inside our engineering building. i was in the main entrance when i notice that justine didnt come with me inside, i saw him walking away.. so i shouted “JA! natatakot ako! wag moko iwan!”, but he didnt hear me, so i decided not to go inside and just follow him when suddenly someone pull me, and i saw that it was GM. he said.. “let’s go”, i said “i’m scared”, he said “no, its ok, let’s go”.. so i said, “ok, but dont let me go” so he held my both hands, and we enter the building.. then i WOKE UP.

i know this is not right, but i really did wish that i didnt wake up. that, that dream was just real. it’s not right because i already have someone in my life now, who is basically texting right now and telling me not to sleep early because he will call me later. but I DONT KNOW. GM keep coming into my mind. my freaky mind.

actually this is the 3rd time i’ve dreamt of GM. but the first two are not like this. they are always about him having someone already, so i always wake up, feeling sad. but this is different. and i want to punch my self for feeling this way.

they say, when you dream about someone, it means that someone is thinking of you. or maybe you are thinking of that someone before you sleep. now now, is that real??? because i swear im not thinking about him last night. i was too tired and sleepy to think of anything at all. so WHY???? this is sooooo confusing. i abhor myself a lot. huhu.

 

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