loveishate

August 25, 2009

 

im so confused. i like this guy. we met through FB. and he said he likes me too. but im

scared to go in a relationship now. i dunno if im ready..

 

whenever i see lovers now, i get mad?? or is that jeaousy?? .. its not the fact that i dont have a love life.

its just because somewhere inside me, there’s a PAIN that tells me that i could have been happy like that.

but i never had a chance. HE NEVER ALLOWED THAT CHANCE.

 

 

i still remember him.. though he’s now with somebody (my friend, specifically :( ). its ok now. theres no hurt anymore.

but im still not comfortable to talk about him. and hear my friend get excited and get so inlove with him.

i can feel that she’s not comfortable about that fact too.

 

i said this many times already.. its not HIM that really hurts me inside.

its what could have been us. thats what hurts.

 

 

im my dreams, YOU ARE MINE,

in reality… you are my dream.

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