this post would be (super) random, you can just go on with your life without reading it. but i would love you if you do read it.lol.

(this is my sexy back. joke! haha. this picture was taken last year (i think??). thats just a henna tatoo btw, but i really love it! i want to have one again, but this time a real one. but i cant! my mom’s going to kill me if i do. haha.)

so uhm, sorry guys for unreplied tags, comments and everything. masyado akong naaaliw sa tumblr eh. but i promise i wont abandon this blog. i love this too much i’d rather jump off a cliff than leave this blog. (oa much?) haha. and i will reply to you all now, and even visit all of my affies. im that kind. haha. joke.

anyway, i have a problem again. and it involves my whole life, its a life and death situation. (sorry im so melodramtic today, i feel so hyper!) i want and at the same time doesnt want to shift to journalism. yeah you read right. JOURNALISM. i feel that it really is my kind of thing. but the super duper big problem is i dont want to leave my engineering family. shifting to another course means there would be a lot of changes. and i really hate changes. i hate feeling like im starting all over again. i hate to leave my friends. just the thought of leaving them scares me and makes me want to cry. but what can i do??? im so freaking confused. it makes me sad. i really love engineering, but i dont think its suited for me anymore. what should i do? please give me advices, and i would love you forever. thank you. Ü

and i just finished reading “the last song” too! by Nicholas Sparks. seriously, i love his works. and im starting to read “dear john” too now. the story is amazing btw, i loved it. it taught me a lot again. about forgiveness, first love, first heartbreak, life.

 click here if you want a copy of the ebook of the last song. 

and here for the copy of dear john. 

and since this post is pretty much. okay not just pretty much, its very random. i would like to share that i watched “LITTLE MANHATTAN” too last night! and it was the cutest love story ever! you should see it! its about a ten year old kid to falling in love with an 11 year old girl. its about family too. basta. its nice. 

i remember miss you like crazy by this poster ? hehe.

PS. sorry i cant find a link for the movie.

so that’s it.i will reply to all your tags now. keep safe! and please do leave a comment about my problem. thank you! *hugs!*

i feel so lucky to have you.

thank you guys for giving me advices and comforting me especially now that im at stake of losing my mind. *kidding* lol. but really thank you so much, i was very overwhelmed with all of you guys. *billion of hugggggggs!!!*

im really feeling better right now, i trust myself, i know i can do this. just please pray for me okay? thank you.

anyway, me and mom watched i miss you like crazy last sunday. and i was really happy that we’re able to hang out together even though we’re both so busy, i love it that we’re able to have quality time together ya know. i like the movie a lot by the way.you should totally watch it! even if you’re not in love. hehe. it was a great example of why i still should believe that each of us has someone that’s meant for us. he’s just out there, waiting for the right time, just like me. even though sometimes i feel so impatient to wait. hahaha. kidding.

and its true that “time is meaningless when you’re in love”

ooh anyway, im a homeless creature right now. they’re renovating our house, so i was staying at my cousins home sweet home. it was fun though because i was able to hang out with my cute nieces a lot. but i really miss my bedroom. boohoo.

ohh and something happened yesterday to me too. me and tep was in the restroom on the first floor of our building, i was still fixing myself, so step decided to go outside already because its hot, then suddenly someone peek from the cubicle near the mirror im using. i mean im not very sure what really happen, all im sure is i really saw something. i dont know if its a person, though i know i was alone in that bathroom, thats why i felt so scared i immediately went outside and told step what happen. my friends told me there really are spirits in our building, and i will never ever forget that thing i saw. i cant get it out of my mid. im feeling spooky just writing this down you know. and i didnt almost sleep last night too. i was really scared.

i blamed paranormal activity for that. hmp.

anyway sorry if there are a lot of typographical errors in this post, the light was turn off already because my nieces are sleeping already you know. so i would have to sleep too.

goodnight! may we all have happy dreams.

PS. and i mean it, i feel super lucky to have all of you i my life. ^_

my angle of depression.

okay. sorry about the title. but that’s what was how i was feeling. literally. im getting depressed over mathematics. i mean, im not that dumb, i believe, but math is not my favorite subject either, and i have no idea now why i took engineering. because before, i think i know why. and maybe i dont know myself now.

i feel like i have to shift to another course, but i dont want to. i love engineering already. from its stinky building that has discrimination for girls, because it has two times more male restrooms than girls. kuya Ray who was the photocopy guy in our building that we already included in our dreams for the future. the green benches, the “resort”, everything. 

i feel like its a second home already. even my friends, they’re like my family already. and i dont want to be find another friends again.

waaaa. this sucks.

LIFE GOES ON. thats what im trying to process in my self. that whatever happens, my life will still goes on. i choose this, i started it, and i have to finish it, even if it means climbing mountains and swimming in the ocean full of sharks. OA much? haha.

i can do this, i know this post seems melodramatic, but whatever, i just have to let it all out. i can do this, i know i can. 

thanks for reading this lame post! keep safe. and happy weekends. ^_^

what hurts the most.

aww. sorry, im just really LSS with the song what hurts the most by Rascal Flatts. i like their version more than anyone’s version. haha.

i really can’t relate to the song, but i really love it. the pain is there ya know. you can feel it through the melody and lyrics. and im not exaggerating. haha.

anyway, this would just be a short post for all of you guys. im just really bored. 

my class today is supposedly  2-9pm. but all my profs arent there except theology, which was 6-7:30pm only. so thats the only class i actually had for today. where in hell do my tuition fees go? haha. kidding. i wasn’t really mad, its cool actually that there isnt class.

but it sucks because i didnt see my crush. boohoo. oh well, there’s still tomorrow. ^_^ 

oh well, thats pretty much it. till next time. *hugs*

and lemme share this to you, i made it. haha.

PS. please follow me on tumblr. pretty please? haha.

it doesn’t matter. who is without a flaw?

that is what my fortune cookie said. my title, i mean. and its so right, who is without a flaw anyway? each one of us has a flaw. and as they say, we have to embrace our flaws. love them, and accept them, because that’s who we are. our flaws are a big part of us, and to find people that will accept everythin about us is the greatest gift of all.so if you have friends that loves you despite everything, then you are one lucky person. and i can say that i am a lucky one too. because i have tons of true friends. 

anyway, its been a long tiring but fun week. its after exams,so there havent been class at all this past week. and i havent update for a while because im so lazy to go online. i know, sounds impossible and so not me, but yeah, for once in my life i have been lazy to go in front of the computer. haha.

and oh, i made this picture, look..

its not that cute but hey, i made effort on it anyway. haha. that’s me and my close friend steph, by the way. we’ve been friends since highschool that’s why i know almost everything about her, and likewise. and we’re in our school theater there. we watched a play about Ninoy Aquino. and it was the best! its just so sad that we’re not allowed to take pictures during the play because the actors are really good looking. as in really. haha. 

anyway. i just realised that its february 21 now, time flies when your having fun right? im really sad that class will be over for only one month and a week. i mean, im almost second year people. whoooa. im so old.

and yeah, its not that i’ll miss my friends that makes me so sad, because i would be spending my entire college life with them, its my crush actually. i know, old story. but we’re friends now actually. and he told me he’ll going to shift to another course next sem and that makes me really sad. and so i decided to cherish every moment with him. i mean, we’re not that close, but kinda. and i was really hopin to be very close to him if my friends and his friends would just learn to shut up and not tease us whenever his there. i mean, come on guys. it does makes me “kilig” that you actually do that, but you have to know when to stop. 

okay, enough with my crush. its unhealthy how much i think about him, seriously.

how are you guys anyway? i’ve missed you so much! 

[un]HAPPY HEART’S DAY! lol.

or should i say HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY? haha. oh well,its been a while since i last posted, or even go online. i was hella busy with exams and all that. but i was sorta free now so i took the chance to post something, to keep you updated about my booooooring life.

its valentines today, obviously, and i feel jealous to be honest with those people who have their special someone in their life. i mean, seeing lovers go on a date makes me get sadder ya now. it doesnt bother me that much on simple days, but its valentines! and i didnt have a date with someone! i mean, how pathetic is that? but you know its not as if nobody ask me, there were people who did, but i dont like them so why go on a date with someone you dont like? it will just not go great, so instead, i just ate lunch with my classmates and had a movie marathon all by myself.

i watched WICKER PARK, MADE OF HONOR, MUST LOVE DOGS AND THE PROPOSAL. i mean, how pathetico and ironic is that? i actually watch romantic love stories. haha. i want to laugh at myself. i watched love stories while feeling bitter about valentines. lol.

anyway, stop the bitterness people, it isnt good. and i kinda feel better right now actually. i feel okay because february 14 is about to go. haha. i know that what im saying sounds insane especially because valentines day should be about love and not bitterness. but as they say, for us loveless, this day is single awareness day. so whatevs.

and besides, my classmate told me that VALENTINES came from the name VAL or something that meant three martyrs of love. meaning! its actually should be about brokenhearted people like moi. hahaha.

ohhh, whatever, im blabbing nonsense again.im sorry. i’ll stop now. lol.

so there. enjoy your day people. im happy for those who have their special someone in their life right now. someone to celebrate this day with the one they truly love. so value them. they deserve it.

and for those who are loveless like me, CHEERS! hahahaha. let us be happy because our love story is still isnt out. because it will be the best. enjoy life first. our prince will come at the right time. 

have a good day people! life is at its best when the whole world seems against you but still your surviving.

keep smiling

still smiling :)))

i was like super confident in my last post that im moving on. but why cant i? siya kase. he keeps giving me reasons not to. im not saying im not going to move n. I AM. it will just takes a lot of time. 

first of all, i hate him that he still keep the money i shape like a heart. di niya pa ginastos. why? is he that rich? its making me confused. its like as long as he keeps that, my heart is with him too. i know, CORNY. lol.

second, he’s already courting someone else. but he still likes me, (or i think he does). he told my friend he didnt continue pursuing me because i told him before to back off. i mean, GUYS CAN BE DUMB. dont they get that when a girl says that, she meant the other way around. i mean, whooooa. this is making me mad. and besides i was mad at that time. now i know, we shoulkdnt be making decisions when mad. grr.

hahahaha. im so sorry, just need to say those. to release them. ya know. i know, this is super yesterday na. its like all what i ever talk about in this blog. i know your getting sick and tired of it. well, i am too. im getting sick of being tired, and tired of being sick. LIFE IS SO HARSH. especially mine.

oh well, its not as if i can do something about this if i keep on blabbing about it. someday, i know, its all going to make sense.

so have a happy lunch everyone! *hugs* 

FEBRUARY = love ?

this is probably late already but i want to welcome february too. WELCOME FEBRUARY!!! a lot of teens are waiting for this so called love month. its like Christmas for couples and lovers out there. and its like haloween for loveless, brokenhearted or loveless like moi. haha. kidding. 

seriously, i dont hate february. its not as if im the only one who’s loveless here. there are tons out there. its just that i hate the fact that february tend to make me feel like im all alone. know that feeling? sure, i recieve love and care from my friends and family every single day of my life. but sometimes, i cant help but think that it would have been nicer if someone special would love me the way i love him. to feel like when we’re together, we own the world. it would have been great if that’s the case, but its not. so i just have to accept that. life has never been fair anyway.

a lot of people say that HATE is such a strong word, including me. but sometimes people dont realize that LOVE is too, but they just say it and throw it like its nothing. dont they realize that loving someone means accepting that person fully with or without his/her flaws. and once you say it, you can never take it back, like its just a borrowed pen. 

im not bitter. i dont wanna be bitter. im just saying what i feel.

last night i finally realize that im worth loving because im a human created by God. that’s why last night, i decided to give up my feelings for someone that cant see my worth.

my friends have been saying that to my face already, for how many days now. but i dont want to hear it. because i cant accept it. but last night, i did. and i wanted to thank everyone who keeps giving me advices. i was blind and deaf at that time, i wanted to fight. but now, i realized, its already time to give up. because what im fighting for is not worthy to fight.  

so even though its too late, i wanted to restart my february with a smile. with hope and dreams. with love and care, with positive aura. sabi nga ni anne curtis diba. NO TO NEGATIVITY! haha.

this would be hard, but i know i can do it.

THANKS EVERYONE! GIVE LOVE THIS FEBRUARY! *hugsss*

 i hate it that because of you, half the time i didnt know i was smiling.

that with every little thing you do, it makes my heart bit faster than usual.

how can i move on when i still am in love with you?

i cant breathe without you, but i have to. :/

help me.

back to school people! wraa.

so yeah, university days is over! i enjoyed it actually. even though friday was a sad night, dont want to talk about it, really. im trying to forget it right now. im still hoping. stupid, i know. but that’s love, that’s life. you still hope, even though it looks so hopeless already.

BTW, last night, me and my higschool bffs hangout! (we’re called the CLIPAYB) even though we dont see each other often now, we still love each other, and that love and friendship is until forever’s over. 

here are some pictures!

yeah. we’re not complete. we’re originally five. EIRA is not there. coz she cant. she’s now living with her parents in california. we miss her badly. but even though she’s far away, our friendship remains. :c
PS. i am soooooooooo FAT. grr.

btw! i got myself a henna tatoo last night. this is my leg, if your wondering. near my ankle, you know. haha.

 

TODAY. me and my classmates in PE practiced for our midterm exam. it turn out fine, though im really expecting my crush to come, but he didn’t. such a lazy boy. tsk tsk.
after practicing, we decided to go to my place to watch movies. so there we watched “my sister’s keeper” and “white chicks”. it was fun. really.  

well, that’s pretty much everything that had happen to me. i was kinda feeling sick right now, but i still need to review in my logic class. aw. i hate it. 

i hate tomorrow. 

di kayang magtapat ng puso ko.

me and my friends watched “paano na kaya” yesterday. it was okay. nothing special about the movie. nohing surprising or explosive that i should be excited about. kumbaga eh okay lang kahit di mo makita yung movie. that’s what i feel about it. di maka relate eh. haha. pero it was cool. 

what really caught my attention lang is when Kim admitted that she loves Gerald. dun lang ako napa ewan. para bang. umamin na rin kaya ako? haha. nah nah. that’s cheap. and besides i dont have the courage to.

and i love the line “sana minsan makita mo naman ako, kasi ako ang nakikita ko, IKAW LANG.” super cheesy. lol.

anyway!

i also watched “my sister’s keeper” yesterday. IT WAS THE BEST! it has a twist. that i wouldn’t tell. lol. basta. it made me super duper cry. aw. i mean, i can’t relate or anything but, when you watched it, you’ll think that, what will happen if im in that position? can i accept the fact that someone i really love is at stake of leaving me for eternity? i dunno. but maybe i’ll be like Cameron Diaz there, i will fight until the end to make my love one feel okay and alive again. i would never let go. i can’t. never. and i understand her, its really hard to let go. especially if its the most important person for you.

and it really shows the love of a mom and dad to their kids. their love is the best. its unconditional. if there will come a time that all your friends will leave and dislike you. they will not. they will never. they love you more than their own lives.

here’s the trailer. can’t find the movie online. sorry.

“i will never understand why kate had to die, and we all have to live. there’s no answer to it, i guess. death is just death. its just like that.” - Anna

PS. last night, after watching movies we decided to go to the 2nd day of university days again. it was fun! i rode the hammer! its scary but feels good. i’ll post a picture next time. 

PPS. i saw him. 

PPPS. i want to see him again. T_T

how do i let him know i feel the same way?

but i can feel my allergies now. they’re itchy. >_<

and i was really embarrassed to the way i acted yesterday. i  was not my self you know. i mean i am, i just cant control to do things. haha. and its really embarrassing that i keep on asking for crush, but when i saw him, i was so shy because i feel tipsy and all that. baka ma turn off siya eh. >_<

grrr. i will not drink anymore… i promise! haha. char! it will just be occassionally. promise. ^_^

okay got to go now. its lunchtime! wee. dont forget to smile arayt??? *hugs* ! ^_^

please be careful with my heart.

officially, today is the first day of our UNIVERSITY DAYS! weehee. how exciting! NOT. lol.

we had a “run for a cause” this morning. as in 5AM in the morning! super early! and super tiring! we run for like 3 or 4 kilometers (but in our case, we just walk. lol). but somehow its kay! because i had fun walking and goofing around with my friends. and because me and my crush are wearing the same black jacket. aw. 

and tep and ate rose keep on teasing us. and i was like. “stop it”, but deep inside i wanted to scream in happiness! haha. too much for forgetting him. tsh. well, i decided i dont care that i was hurt. past is so past. so whatever. i still like him. and that’s what i’ll fight for. and besides, he keeps on looking at me, and texting me. so i think, he still likes me right? right? right? hahaha. besides. LOVE IS BLIND. and i guess i am blind now. happily blind. ^_^

cheers for happiness! ^_^

its 10am now. i just got home because we ate breakfast at mcdonalds. then decided to go home, to sleep and rest. because we still have no sleep. but in my case, blogging and surfing the net is my way of resting. haha. 

we will still meet later at 3 to drink…. water! haha. then will go to school to enjoy the university days. we have rides you know! haha. lot’s of fun, fun… fun! ^_^

oh. this post is so boring. excited pa naman ako magpost kanina! haha. im so excited to tell you what’s been happening on my life. especially on my love life, then it just turn out like this. aw. how  pathetic. haha.

okay. i’ll end this here. i’ll tell tons when i get home later! im praying that he’ll be there later. aw. please please please! okay. byeeeeeeeeeee! still need to watch SHOWTIME! cheers to VICE GANDA and KEAN’s loveteam! haha. love love love kean. lol. ♥

xoxo.

i deserve to be happy.

got this from tumblr. AGAIN. lol. anyway, this post would be random and nonsense. i was just really bored to death!

school is not so great and not so not great either today. whatttt? haha. i was feeling super neutral today. actually, nowadays, i do feel kinda neutral. not happy, not sad. wth. seriously,  i need to get a life. suggestions where i can buy one? haha. kidding.

oh yeah, ive got a confession to tell, but swear you wont tell okay?

i still like him like uber. his face is like super duper glued in my mind. anywhere i look, i see him. its killing me like crazy! argh! what should i do?

waa! arayt. byeeeee! see you in heaven! beng!

thank God its friday.

(this pictures were taken when we go to xevera carnival last saturday. lol)

 

oh well, its friday already. time flies so fast. my class for today is 5 - 9pm only, like thurs. that’s why thursdays and fridays are my favorite days.

i have exams later. GEOSOL and ARTAP. argh. it pisses me. i feel lazy. >_< but im reviewing right now. have to. got no choice. especially because im always not listening to my prof. in artap. its booooooring. boohoo. 

and before i end this senseless post. i have a trivia.

did you know that the word GOSH in OH MY GOSH is the combine words of God and Shit? that shocked me! i will never use it again! its baaaaaad. its euphemism. its against the second commandment. 

okay, got to go now. bye! xoxo.

istill♥you.

serendipity - a fortunate accident.

so okay, i didn’t publish my super duper nasty post i made just a while ago. its full of hatred! and i decided i didn’t want to live in hate. i wanted to be myself again. the happy me. the me who always just laugh and smile like an insane girl. it will take time but i’ll survive. i know i will, because i have a lot of true friends that loves me. that are always there to make me feel happy.

okay so, actually, here is what really convince me to change my mind. i saw this on tumbr. and its so freakin cute! it made my day. put a smile on my face. i giggled like an idiot. lol. after seeing it, i cant help but feel okay, and not published the hate post.

this is TOP and GDRAGON.

TOP says: “What the hell is going on with your hair? Is it a dookung (the lid of a ramen pot)? kekekekeke puhahaha”

To which G-Dragon replies: “What about you? Is that supposed to be ramen on top of your head?

ROFL XD

anyway! i watch movies yesterday. lemme share them with you.

ive watched the movie SERENDIPITY yesterday. it was so beautiful. it made me believe in destiny, fate, and soulmates again. and when i say believe, i just believe that it does exist, that it can exist for other people, but not to all people, unfortunately. and that is the truth, the reality. because life isnt fair, and it will never will. 

here are some lines, that kinda taught me something.

“If we are to live life in harmony with the universe- we must possess a powerful faith in what the ancients used to call  fatem… what we currently refer to as destiny.”

“I think we make our own decisions, i just think that fate sends us little signs, and it’s how we read the signs that determines whether we’re happy or not.”

“If you want to improve, be content to be thought foolish and stupid.”

“The greeks didn’t write obituaries. When a man died, they asked only one question: did he have passion.” 

the story is about two people meeting “accidentally” while shopping for christmas presents in a department store. they departed ways that night, only knowing names of each other, but no phone numbers because they decided that if destiny wants, they would still see each other. i dont really want to go in details on telling an intro about this, because it would be spoilers about the movie! basta. it is a story of destiny with sense of humor. ^_^

click HERE if you want to watch it!

next movie i watch is 500 DAYS OF SUMMER. remember, it is not a love story. its a story about love. (sorry, i love that line so much. lol)

it is a romantic comedy too, just like serendipity. but both movies are unique in their own ways. 

500 days of summer can be pretty much summed up in one of the first lines of the film. “this is a story of boy meets girl. but you should know up front, this is not a love story.” but is it? 500 Days of Summer is not your typical romantic film. there’s something to it, something more than your usual romantic comedy. maybe it’s the style it’s done? maybe it’s the realistic nature? maybe it’s the wonderful music? maybe its the beautiful cinematography? maybe, its Tom and Summer…

i dont really know how to describe it, basta! its a great movie. ^_^

i totally love it actually! you should see it! unfortunately, i cant find a full movie online to it. im sorry. 

SO THATS IT PEOPLE! telling this made me feel better. i hope it did made you feel kinda nice too. so ciao!

can i restart?

i mean, i’ve read my previous entries, and they sound so emo! argh! i hate that. i hate it when i feel so weak and stupid.

but i still don’t want to delete them, because they have beautiful advices from you. ^_^ im happy about that. thank you everyone, especially ate Rich. ^_^ and my engineering friends, and highschool bestfriends. thanks!

okay, so CRUSH IS CRUSHED now. so whatever. i still dont know what i really feel, i guess i’ll find out tomorrow, when i see him. ayokong magsalita ng tapos. (tama ba?) haha. 

but for now, i still have tons of homeworks. so later! i love you all people! *smile*

goodbye my almost lover???

okay. hindi ko na ma take ito. meron nanamang problema!` he wants to stop na. he told me, his friend likes me too, and he doesn’t want their friendship to be ruined. so he wants to let me go… 

im super sad, i wanted to cry! why is life this harsh?????????

he told me, kung alam ko lang daw kase kung gaano ako ka gusto ng friend niya… i wanted to tell him, kung alam mo lang din kung gano kita ka gusto. >_<

im tired of this drama. but i dont want to give him up. sabi niya, friends muna kame. i said ok, wala na din naman akong magagawa. he said, kung walang ginawang move ang friend niya, he’ll continue again. just doesn’t seem right, right now. 

i get him, he doesn’t want to betray his friend. he doesn’t want to hurt him. i get that! but its hard for me.

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okay, im kinda okay now. i will be friends with him. but i will not give him up either. so aja! ^_^

i feel guilty beyond reasonable doubt.

its ICA’s birthday today! aw.happy birthday headban! iloveyou. ^^

i feel happy and sad and guilty today. remember CRUSH from my last entry? he’s courting me now! aw. *kiligwithasmile* and i dunno but, i really feel guilty about that. >_< because one of my friends has a huge (???) crush on him too! i feel selfish for thinking and  choosing my own happiness, instead of hers. i feel like ive betrayed her, even though she didn’t tell me directly she also likes him, someone just told me. i feel evil. like my 2 horns and tail are begining to show up again. :/

i know this kinda sounds shallow. but i know what it feels like to have someone you like court and like someone else. especially if that someone is your friend. it hurts. like a real stabbing-your-heart-and-no-one-is-there-to-fix-them-hurt.

i mean, how can life be so unfair? 

all of a sudden, i’ll meet my happiness, but then that happiness, my happiness… will also mean of taking away someone else’s?  in order for me, JUST ME, to be happy?

THATS BULL. 

awww. >_<

im starting to think its not unrequited anymore.

i’ve dreamt of HIM last night. they say, when you dream of someone, that someone wants to see you. i actually once believe that. not anymore. lol. 

i dream of him last night because, i admit, i was thinking about him the whole night. haha. because something v nice happened last night in school. haha. and i was happy. 

i want to be optimistic about everything that’s happening. but promise, i would not expect. expecting hurts. ^_^

LAST SUBJECT, ALGEBRA2 - 7:45pm

dumating kami agad nina tep and ate rose. i decided to sit at the back, katabi si na tep, at syempre may hidden agenda din. haha. para medyo mapalapit sa kanya. so ayun andun kami nakaupo sa may likod. dumating na si mam look-alike-ni-rose, nagsulat na sa board kahit maaga pa, para daw mamaya eh discussion na lang. dumating na si crush, umupo sa upuan niya. (katabi niya si tep, katabi ko naman si tep, nasa harap ni tep si ate rose). nung una eh lungkot lungkutan pa ako kase kinakausap lang ni crush eh si tep at ate rose. pero nung medyo malapit na dismissal, si tep na walang kahihiyan sa katawan nagtanong kay crush (for my sake, i know. thanks tep! lol)

tanong niya, “crush mo ba si S?” tinutukoy ni tep ay yung classmate din namin na pinaghihinalaan naming gusto ni crush. sagot niya “hinde no!” 

“eh sinong crush mo?” tingin siya saken, tapos turo niya ako.

(PAALALA: hindi ko po ito nakita o narinig, kinuwento nalang after  class sakin ni ate rose, kasi busy akong nakikinig kay mam algebra eh. wow).

“uyyyyyy” asar naman ni tep, “liligawan mo siya?“, usisera talaga tong si tep! “ewan” sabi ni crush, “bakit ewan? ewan means yes” sabi ni ate rose (di ko sure to, parang narinig ko eh. haha)

tapos yun tuloy tuloy na sa pag asar si tep saken, uyy ng uyy. di tuloy ako syado nakapagconcentrate sa pakikinig kay mam, at pina explain ko pa kay sweetheart ang aming lesson. lol. (thanks sweetheart! ^_^)

tapos binulungan ko si tep, sabi ko ikwento niya saken maya, kase di ko talaga narinig mga pinagsasabi niya, pero alam ko na about saken. etong bingi namang si tep, biglang sinabi “kunwari daw hindi naririnig ni dyane” loka loka talaga siya. haha.

tapos nung uwian na, ayun nag smile siya saken. haha. ako snob lang, kase nahihiya ako! haha. oo alam ko! ang gaga ko para isnobin siya! haha.

basta yun lang ang nangyari na nagpasaya saken. haha. nakaka tuwa di palang magkwento ng tagalog. ^_^ parang tanga lang ang kwento ko no. napaka keso. haha. eh bakit ba, sabi nila share ko happiness ko, and i am sharing it with you. ^_^

sadly, it was unrequited.

  found this on tumblr. and i think its cute. there are a lot of cute stuff like this actually in tumblr. hehe. ^^ and yeah, do you wonder why i chose to post this? its just that he seems to stay here (point at mind) and wants to be here (points at heart) , without him knowing that… haha! whatever na nga! it sounds cheezy already. haha. and i dont want to talk about it actually.

sorry if this post is nonsense! and kinda emo!  hahaha.

GOODNIGHT!