i love you, goodbye !

hi affiliates! co blogger! or whoever you are! haha. just want to let you know that i have move already.
so you can just visit me there from now on. kay? thanks!

www.ambitiousjournalist.blogspot.com

are you a jejemon?

do you know what a jejemon is? well, they are the people that type “LhHiikEe dHhiszZZ” (like this), and the people who, i dunno the right word, the people that wears large shirts. yung parang gangsta.

the jejemon issue has been so popular nowadays. 

people descriminate them. telling them they’re stupid, they’re disgusting and all that hurtful words you can say to human. i admit, i was one of those people who used to descriminate them. i used to be a hater too.

but lately, i realized what gave me the right to hate them? to say hurtful things against them?and i realized they’re not the one that should be descriminated. they’re not the hateful annoying people.

it’s US.

we, who descriminate them are the true jejemons. 

because its not the way someone type/text or dress that made someone a so called jejemon. it’s the haters that bash on them and tell them how they’re all that they’re not.

i don’t really like when someone types “LhHiikEe dHhiszZZ nor i find people that wears super large shirts pleasing to the eyes.. but my point is, who in hell are you to care if they are like that?

yes, this is a freakin free country but does that gave you the right to kill the person you abhor? or even steal the things that you like? or walk in the mall fully naked? or even kiss your hottest crush on earth? everything has a limit! (thought kissing yer crush isnt that bad. hahaha XD)

yes, you type normally, or even dress normal, but are you sure you’re any better than them? 

it’s not the way we type/text nor the way we dress that define who we really are. it’s the way we treat other people. 

i found this on facebook.

these are just few out of hundreds.

and the people who makes this are the true jejemons. they call themselves “jejebusters”.

so you actually kill jejemons huh? then better yet start killing yourselves now!

these people actually think they are way better than the so called jejemons, but the truth is they’re not! they descrminate “jejemons” to show other people that they’re better than anyone else. 

well, surprise dear, you are all wrong! 

hating “jejemons” can never make you likeable. it can never make you feel much important nor special for that matter.

it just makes you evil and less likeable than you already are.

this is just my opinion, i dont really mean to offend anyone, but this kill-jejemon-i-hate-you thing-y is just really getting on my nerves.

and just like one of the people i follow in tumblr said, there are a lot more important problems and crisis going on in our world,  like the election, or the food crisis, the growing poverty and all that. i mean, why don’t we just take time to know those things than waste your time on “busting jejemons”?

i mean, come one! i know you’re better than that.

baby i will wait for you.

hi! hi! please read my one shot story. thank you so much!

CLICK HERE! i love you. )

happy birthday wowa!

oh wait. can i just, at this time, pretend to be bendita? im her fan! seriously. she’s so maldita, im loving it. ^_^

okay. soooo. its my Wowa’s (Lola) birthday today! so happy birthday Wowa!

DEAR WOWA, 

i know i never tell you, but i love you. you do get on my nerves sometimes, but yer my lola so whatever your flaws are, i will always love you and care about you. 

this may be so movie-line, but you are really the best grandma one could have! and im just not telling you that coz its yer day.

you care so much about me, my brothers and cousins, that’s why even though you can be so irritating at times, we still love you.

i still remember those times i wouldnt eat unless you’re the one who has cooked the food, that’s how clingy i am to you before.

the times you were there to buy me mirienda because mom and dad still arent home.

the times you would always be there, even at times i dont want you to be there. 

i appreciate everything wowa.

and i love you so much. 

and im so sorry for all the times i wouldnt obery nor listen to you. im just a teenager wowa, a very stubborn one. please understand. 

i love, and happy birthday!

with lots of love,

the grandaughter ^^

PS. i never tell you this too, but you are very beautiful la, just like moi. (chos! XD)

i love you wowaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

goodnight!

there is no guarantee that this life is easy.

sooo hello guys!  thanks so much for the comments on my last post. and for not hating me. YET. hahaha. kidding.

so uh. i just want to share what’s up on my ever boring life.

i just finished YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL. wee. and yess. just like any fan girl. i am in love with JGS. i mean with his bad boy looks and sexyness and his voice! waa! okay. im not in love with Jang Geun Suk, i am in love with Hwang Tae Kyung which is his character in you’re beautiful. i like a ba boy tooooooooooooo X)

and yess. i am writing 4 stories. but i havent uploaded them yet! sooo, i’ll just inform you when they’re finished. if ever you want to actually read them. hoho. i mean, they’re not good. im very dissapointed at myself. hoho. XD

PBB TEEN CLASH started last night. and so my dash in tumblr was full of ivan’s face. like duh? he’s not that good looking! in fact.. he looks gay! and he is probably is gay. i mean, he’s too beautiful! TOO BEAUTIFUL. i mean, would you even want a boyfriend who is much more beautiful than you? i mean duh.  i am blabbing again here. stopppppp meeeeeee.

sigh. what im trying to say is… PATRICK. the green archer guy. the lassalista one eho has a very cute smile that makes you want to kiss him… is way more attractive than that ivan guy. if you disagree ill kick your ass then push you off a cliff. and i am serious. 

JOKE. hahahahaha.

i am getting  crazy here. i mean who wouldnt? i wake up at 1pm in the afternoon everyday then went on babysitting my alaga up to like 6pm then go online for like until 3am. YESS. i freakin dont have a life! haha. what a great summer im having.

anyway, may i just rant over tumblr? i just dont get why good looking people in tumblr have thousand of followers. when i went and check their sites. all i see are messages telling them how cute and sexy and adorable they are. ano yun fan site? i mean, i thought tumblr is supposed to be a freakin blogsite. then why is it becoming like a beauty pageant site? i know not all of them are like that. just some of them. ya know. othes are really great in blogging.and i do mean real great. they live an exciting life that’s why there’s so much to say about their life. 

and yes i am guilty that i follow these good looking people in tumblr too, the ones that are not really good in blogging. because i am fond of seeing their faces, i mean. babae lang ako. gwapo sila. hahahaha.

i know they’re totally not worth following. soo i must unfollow them later.

on the second thought, i will not. unfollwing is rude for me. so whatever na lang. sa mukha na lang ako. hoho. XD

anyway, any suggestions how i can make my summer much much more productive? i mean, yes i babysit, but anything more productive than that? but ya know, it cant involve money. im currently broke at the moment because ya know, no class, no allowance. i know it sucks 

so suggestions not involving money would be nice. thanks so much.

oh and i recommend you read stargirl! it is a story of a weird, strange, odd, bizzare… basta weird girl that fell in love. basta its good! it made me cry. and im a crybaby. sarreh. haha.

click here for the book one and book two!  ^_^

and oh i want to read message in a bottle of Nicholas Sparks too. they say its good. so click here if you want to read it too! 

that’s all thank you! 

 ako na maiksi ang palda. tse! hoho

random facts about me.

 
yess. im pouting. cos im imitating the love of my life which is Jang Geun Suk. aw. <3

PS. my eyebags looks aweful

anyway… sooo sorry for not posting for a while. i was sort of busy. hoho.

anyway, im going to do a list of what Rich tag me to do. to list down 10 facts about me. but since i’m sorta in the mood to write now. im gonna list 15! yehey! haha.

15 random facts about me:

1. im so vain. it sometimes bothers me. haha.

2. i always act like i don’t care about what people think about me, but the truth is, i always care, and that sucks.

3.  its very obvious, like yeah, but am still gonna say it. i am a FLIRT. it’s a disease i suppose? haha.

4. i always feel insecure, coz obviously there’s no one that will make me feel secure. like duh. haha.

5. i am always flattered whenever people compliments me. it always draw a smile on my face. ^_^

6. im very choosy, it sucks. and i dont mean on people, i meant on food. i dont eat what normal people loves to eat. like PIZZA. guess im really am not normal.  like yeah no surprise there. hoho. XD

7. i hate the taste of alcohol, but i still drink. 

8. i sometimes wish i was born as a differnt person.

9. i always set my alarm clock at 8:38am. because i dislike the idea of having to wake up at the same time as everyone else. then snooze for like 5 times. hoho.

10. i easily get attached to people, even on things.

11. but i tend to get sick and tired of something, even of someone, if they’re very clingy.

12. i may dress like a slut, or even talk and act like a bitch, but im very conservative and shy. i know, hard to believe.. but its the truth! haha.

13. i always dream of having an affair with a royalty, or maybe a celebrity. i mean, that would be sooo cool right? hoho.

14. i always want a cinderella fairytale. yung tipong sasaktan at aapihin muna ako, tapos, magiging masaya din. hahaha.

15.  unlike everyone else, im not scared of the future. i am very much excited about it! XD (hoping 2012 wouldnt happen)

thats it! hope you didnt hate me. haha.

i am very eager to write some more, but whatever haha. i am now passing this to others. if you just like to do a lists too you know.

i am tagging micah, riou mcdohl, kat, seriously blue, yanka, kryk, kaka. same reason as rich, coz you’re the one that’s always here in my blog. 

 :)

… i would just like to say i will miss you :(

before goin to bed. i would just like to share, because i dont think i can take it anymore.

i was rape. and i found out i was pregnant today… i want to die. help meeee.

HAPPY APRIL FOOL’S DAY! =DDDDDDDD 

hahahahahaha. i know, you were like =O

i died laughing. lol.

sarreh nomon hahahaha XD

picture was taken on our last day.

i’ll miss you R-131 

one more chance.

okay this would be another random post. oh and sorry, i still cant do the post Rich tag me to. i cant think straight pa eh. im writing 4 stories at the moment. i know harsh. haha.

i just like to share that i watched for the nth time the movie of Bea and John Lloyd’s “ONE MORE CHANCE”. at totoo nga. kahit ilang beses mong panoorin ang one more chance nakakaiyak pa din.

i love the story, the pain, the love is there.

here are some of the heartbreaking lines… credits here.

“I want my heart to stop breaking, sana pag naging tayo na ulit, kaya na kitang mahalin ng buong buo. na walang halong takot kung masaktan man tayo ulit. -Popoy

“Minsan, it’s better for 2 people to break up.. so they can grow up. It takes grown ups to make relationships work.” -Mark

“hindi mo alam kung gano ko kagustong sabihin sayo na.. sana tayo nalang, tayo nalang ulit. pero pag sa twing mararamdaman ko kung gano kita kamahal, hindi ko maiwasang maramdaman ulit lahat ng sakit. and IM SORRY. ako naman ang may kailangan ng panahon ngaun, para makalimutan ko na ang lahat ng sakit, para maalala ko ang lahat ng maganda at mabuti saten. para bumalik ang popoy na nawala nung ngkahiwalay tayo.” -Popoy

“baka kaya tayo iniiwan ng mga taong mahal naten, kase baka merong bagong darating na mas OK, na mas mamahalin tayo, yung taong hindi tayo sasaktan at paaasahin, yung nagiisang taong magtatama ng mali sa buhay naten, nang lahat ng mali sa buhay mo..” -Popoy

“She love me at my WORST, You had me at my BEST. at binalewala mo lang lahat yon. and you chose to BREAK my heart.” -Popoy

“he gained more than what he lost” -Krizzy

“mahal na mahal kta at ang sakit sakit na:” -Popoy

“Sana kaya kong tiisin yung sakit na nararamdaman ko, kasi ako ung humiling nito diba, ako ung may gusto. Sana kaya kong sabihin sayo na masaya ako para sayo, para sa inyo. Sana kaya ko, sana kayo ko.. pero hinde eh.” -Basha

“alam ko namang pinag palit na niya ako eh. pero ngayon ko lang naramdaman.

sobrang sakit.” - Basha

“Dont ever think its a mistake to find youself,

that you chose to love yourself a little bit more…”  - Mark

 and this scene made me T______T 

waaaaah. dont you just love one more chance? lol ^_^

i am the ambitious journalist.

hello! thank you guys for greeting me and my friends a happy birthday! sadly, we didnt spend our anniversary together. i guess we’re so busy with our own lives now. oh well…

anyway, rich was asking about our name CLIPAYB, so im gonna share it to you why.

CLIPAYB came from the band click five. it was last march 28, 2008 when me and my bffs were in our house soundtripping, then suddenly clickfive’s happy birthday played, and eira was like, “sino kase nagkanta niyan? CLIPAYB?” then we all laughed., and that was how we got our name. pretty lame i know. lol.

BTW! i am making a new novel, its entitled “i fell in love with my brother the day he decided to get married.” i know, the title is too long. lol. haha.

and the other one is tagalog its title is “frog princess”

but please read it? its not yet done, but well. hope you can comment and rate at it. pretty please?

CLICK HERE for the stories.

thanks so much! 

PS. about my story before. the “when im with you”, i’ll try updating it this week.

thanks!

you will always be a part of me.

this pictures were taken when we were still in highscghool.

and yeah. i know, we still look so innocent.  XD

happy birthday clipayb! YESSSSSSSSS. its our birthday today! we just turn 2! yeah, two years of friendship isnt long enough to say that we’re so bff and all that, but ya know what? two years is more than enough, its more than enough to know and love and care for each other. i love them like yeah. they’re like the sisters i never had.

and now, we have different lives already. but we still love each other. because neither space, distance nor gap can ever erase what we had. and that’s memories. our memories that i value so much.

i love you always clibayb, not forever, but always.

PS. i hate the fact that i no longer write, what i like to call inspirational stuffs here. i mean, i become more and more dumb. omo. yeah, sucks to be me.

PPS. last day today! aw.. :/

its not really goodbye right?

its my last day in ENGINEERING BUILDING today. i feel so sad, like someone is taking away a big part of my life. i just really hope that whatever i finally decide on doing, i wouldn’t regret it in the end. 

i will miss you SH, you’ve been part of my life. i’ll miss you even though you’re the ugliest building in hau. i’ll miss you even if you have descrimination over women. but most of all, i’ll miss you because if it wasnt for you, i wouldn’t have met wonderful people, my beloved R-131.

i’ll miss you. i will. 

** sorry. crying now.

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oay. its my finals in algeb2 tomorrow. so gotta review now. goodluck to me! goodluck CEA! 

dont you just love my eyebags??? lmao. uso daw to eh. XD

love of my life, my soulmate, you’re my bestfriend. :)

i love you more than you will love me,

for loving you is the greatest feeling that ever happened to me,

and that every single bit of you means the world to me,

and as long as i have you in my life as a part, you will always be the friend i would be as one of the best.

now that life is too great to unbear, 

but what is the use of life, if you wouldn’t be the life i would be?

 - one of my best friends made this poem for me. im so touched. thank you kuya franko! i love you too.

PS. thank you for those who commented in my last cheesy post, appreciate it. *hugs*

speech about my love life. AGAIN.

so, okay, this would be another cheesy enrty, so ready yourself. hahaha. OA MUCH!

its our last day in NSTP today, so one of my classmates decided to get his nstp shirt sign by all my mates, so a lot of my mates did the same, including me!

eto na yung cheesy part. ganito kase yun, sabi ni crush saken “dyane, mag sign ka din saken..” eh sa back ng shirt sila halos nag sign kaya sabi niya, “dito banda no” sabi niya sabay turo sa dibdib niya habang nakangiting parang aso. eh syempre kilig ang lola niyo, so mag susulat na dapat ako, eh narinig pala ng mga classmates namin yun, kaya hala! sige! tuksuhan! kaya ayun nahiya ako kaya nilikod ko siya, at dun nalang ako nag sulat. oo na, KJ ako. haha.

tapos habang nagsusulat ako sa back niya, “sensya pinagpapawisan ako, mainit eh. anh hot mo kase.” OKAY SERIOUSLY, that was funny and shocking. hahaha.

after nun, libot libot pa ko sa classroom, pinapa sign ko sila sa shirt ko, tapos, nung andyan siya ulet, “name here, sulat ka din saken..” tapos sumulat siya, sabi niya pa “oh walang mag rereact ahh” tapos nagsulat siya, tapos bigla tilian nanaman mga baliw kong mates. kaalis niya pinabasa ko ano sinulat niya, ganito.. “DK, INGAT, YAB U - ARS” oo. ganitong ganito, walang sobra, walang kulang. walang edit. hahaha.

tapos after lunch, may practice kaming ballroom for finals in PE, andun din siya, pero di ko siya ka group. nung nag rest kami from practicing, andun siya nakaupo sa may side, lumapit ako kase andun yung bag ko,  tapos sabi niya “dyane, sulat ka ulit dito..” sabay turo dun sa puso na naka drawing na ngayon sa dibdib niya. at oo, kinilig ulit ako. bakit ba, bawal? haha. pero dahil nga eengot engot ako pag kausap o kaharap ko crush ko, lalo na pag ganyan siyang makitungo saken, i tend to say the most stupid things like reject him or something, so sabi ko, “eh wala na akong susulat dyan eh, nasulat ko na sa likod.” “okay lang, nireserve ko pa man din to sayo. sige na..” so kinuha ko naman yung pen, tapos susulat na ako, kaso, ewan ko ba, alam mo ba yung feeling na nanginginig ka pag malapit ka masyado sa taong gusto mo? ganun! so, lumayo ulit ako, tapos sabi ko mamaya nalang dahil mag p-practice na kame ulit, which is actually true.*wink*

so ayun ganun, kinukulit pa din niya ko, kada break, pero wala, olats ang lola niyo, pakipot effect. haha. kaya ayun, hanggang umuwi siya, di na ko nakapag sulat pa dun sa heart. i know. gaga talaga ako. wag mo ng sabihin pa.

tsaka actually, okay lang naman yun, ayaw ko naman talaga bigyan ng meaning bawat ginagawa niya, baka maging dictionary ako kung magkaganun man. haha. mahirap na.tsaka may mga lalaking sadyang malandi lang talaga diba?

and im pretty sure, friend lang turing niya saken eh. yun lang naman mga cheesy eh, most of the times, nag aasaran at nagbabangayan kame eh. and take note, tintapik niya lagi ako sa ulo, pag inaaway ko na siya, parang kuya ko! diba! ganun nya ko tatruhin, tama ba yun! aysus. 

oh.. new update! kakcheck ko lang ng fb account ko, nagcomment siya dun sa isang pic ko na may kasama lang akong statue. haha.

yung naksulat na title nung picture “boyfriend ni dyane”

ou na. para na akong dictionary, simpleng bagay na ganito, na papangiti na ang puso ko. haha.

well, continue ko na story, so ayun nga pag kauwi ko, hinubad at binasa ko yung mga nakasulat dun sa shirt ko, at narealize ko, MALI PALA AKO.

akala ko masaya ako ngayon dahil sa nag i love you siya saken (crush), pero mas nangibabaw pala yung lungkot at sakit nang mabasa ko mga sinulat ng mga friends ko, yung mga simpleng i love you at i will miss you nila. 

sobra ko silang mahal na masakit para sakin na mahiwalay sa kanila. 

sobrang sakit lalo na nung basahin ko message ni ica na “may time pa para magbago ka ng decision, namamag -asa talaga ako na sana di ka na mag shift…”

SORRY NAMAN SA DRAMA.  it just hurts so much. the thought of not being with them. though in know, i will find new friends, iba pa din sila. 

hay ewan, alamat sa pagbasa ng napaka char na post na ito. GOODNIGHT!

i know everything would be alright.

hey guys! im so sorry i havent updated for a while. im just kinda not myself lately. i dont know why. but anyway, i’ll just tell you about my exposure trip last march 14.

it was not that great, because all we did was walk under the cruel burning sun from museums to museums, but it was good in a way that crush was sitted beside me in the bus. i mean not really, im really sitted with ate rose, who is in the window side, and so i was sitted across him, with the floor being the only space between us. haha.

i mean i know, i dont like him anymore, but because of that trip it came back. my like for him just came back. and i know im being foolish again, but having him sitted beside me, listening to the love songs in the radio, him singing with it, i would just like to think he’s singing for me (i know, ambisyosa. lol), it made me happy and thought that maybe, just maybe he’s happy to be sitiing beside me too.

and that’s the only cheesy scene, we argued and laugh most of the time, so whatever, i know he only treats me as a friend. just a friend. end of story.

btw, here are some pictures. they kinda doesnt make any sense, but whatever. haha. 

  

 

 

 

 

 

 

okay, enough pictures. just add me in facebook if you want to see all the pictures which are like 300 or something. lol. and btw, yeah you guess right, or not. haha. crush is the one in blue. the one who’s making pa-cute with the korean ‘V’ sign, not the other one. okay? haha. and yes, im freakin sad we dont have a picture together, i had a chance to have one you know, but i ignored it to stop the “tuksuhan”. i know. sucks to be me. haha.
 
but oh well, whatever. everything is fine. and i just notice that this post was about him again. tsssh. 

last trip.

good evening! 

its our field trip tomorrow! im not that excited, i dont know why. maybe its because i know it would be the first and last field trip with my friends? 

but anyway, its a trip for our art appreciation class. so we’ll go to museums and watch a play called “tatlong maria”.

i’ll post a lot of pictures when we get home! and i do mean a lot. haha.

anyway, Mr. Noel Cabangon sang in our school today! i didnt really know him until now. and im a big fan of him now. haha. he’s the one who sang songs like kahit maputi na ang buhok ko. (that’s my fave!) i scream in happiness when he started singing it, and i do mean that literally. haha.

here’s the song: (sorry i cant find the version of Noel Cabangon! aw. sad face) haha.

he’s such a great singer. i love him. haha.

ohhh. my mom wants me to sleep already. so i better be a good girl and ober her now. so goodnight! *hugs*

"thank you" was all i could give in return.

and of course a hug if you live near me. haha.

oh well, its been a while, sorry if i didnt reply to comments and tags again. i was really super confused. but im very much grateful to all your advices. i appreciate them a lot.

but still, im confused. and i think i will be confuse all summer. and probably, even after i made my decision too. but, that’s part of life right? being unsure, confused and lost. it just mean our happy ending is still not there. so i cant do anyting but be patient right?

and though its so hard for me to leave my friends, because im the kind of person that once i was attached to a person, i just cant let them go. i guess, it will take a lifetime for me to let them go, i know what im doing will be for the best. for me. it may sound sellfish but its true.

though i know, i still havent made a decision, i know i’ll still choose to go for journalism. i just cant say i’ve already decided because its hard for me to let go of the things i love. its so hard, it hurts.

so yeah, whatever.

THANK YOU!

this post would be (super) random, you can just go on with your life without reading it. but i would love you if you do read it.lol.

(this is my sexy back. joke! haha. this picture was taken last year (i think??). thats just a henna tatoo btw, but i really love it! i want to have one again, but this time a real one. but i cant! my mom’s going to kill me if i do. haha.)

so uhm, sorry guys for unreplied tags, comments and everything. masyado akong naaaliw sa tumblr eh. but i promise i wont abandon this blog. i love this too much i’d rather jump off a cliff than leave this blog. (oa much?) haha. and i will reply to you all now, and even visit all of my affies. im that kind. haha. joke.

anyway, i have a problem again. and it involves my whole life, its a life and death situation. (sorry im so melodramtic today, i feel so hyper!) i want and at the same time doesnt want to shift to journalism. yeah you read right. JOURNALISM. i feel that it really is my kind of thing. but the super duper big problem is i dont want to leave my engineering family. shifting to another course means there would be a lot of changes. and i really hate changes. i hate feeling like im starting all over again. i hate to leave my friends. just the thought of leaving them scares me and makes me want to cry. but what can i do??? im so freaking confused. it makes me sad. i really love engineering, but i dont think its suited for me anymore. what should i do? please give me advices, and i would love you forever. thank you. Ü

and i just finished reading “the last song” too! by Nicholas Sparks. seriously, i love his works. and im starting to read “dear john” too now. the story is amazing btw, i loved it. it taught me a lot again. about forgiveness, first love, first heartbreak, life.

 click here if you want a copy of the ebook of the last song. 

and here for the copy of dear john. 

and since this post is pretty much. okay not just pretty much, its very random. i would like to share that i watched “LITTLE MANHATTAN” too last night! and it was the cutest love story ever! you should see it! its about a ten year old kid to falling in love with an 11 year old girl. its about family too. basta. its nice. 

i remember miss you like crazy by this poster ? hehe.

PS. sorry i cant find a link for the movie.

so that’s it.i will reply to all your tags now. keep safe! and please do leave a comment about my problem. thank you! *hugs!*

i feel so lucky to have you.

thank you guys for giving me advices and comforting me especially now that im at stake of losing my mind. *kidding* lol. but really thank you so much, i was very overwhelmed with all of you guys. *billion of hugggggggs!!!*

im really feeling better right now, i trust myself, i know i can do this. just please pray for me okay? thank you.

anyway, me and mom watched i miss you like crazy last sunday. and i was really happy that we’re able to hang out together even though we’re both so busy, i love it that we’re able to have quality time together ya know. i like the movie a lot by the way.you should totally watch it! even if you’re not in love. hehe. it was a great example of why i still should believe that each of us has someone that’s meant for us. he’s just out there, waiting for the right time, just like me. even though sometimes i feel so impatient to wait. hahaha. kidding.

and its true that “time is meaningless when you’re in love”

ooh anyway, im a homeless creature right now. they’re renovating our house, so i was staying at my cousins home sweet home. it was fun though because i was able to hang out with my cute nieces a lot. but i really miss my bedroom. boohoo.

ohh and something happened yesterday to me too. me and tep was in the restroom on the first floor of our building, i was still fixing myself, so step decided to go outside already because its hot, then suddenly someone peek from the cubicle near the mirror im using. i mean im not very sure what really happen, all im sure is i really saw something. i dont know if its a person, though i know i was alone in that bathroom, thats why i felt so scared i immediately went outside and told step what happen. my friends told me there really are spirits in our building, and i will never ever forget that thing i saw. i cant get it out of my mid. im feeling spooky just writing this down you know. and i didnt almost sleep last night too. i was really scared.

i blamed paranormal activity for that. hmp.

anyway sorry if there are a lot of typographical errors in this post, the light was turn off already because my nieces are sleeping already you know. so i would have to sleep too.

goodnight! may we all have happy dreams.

PS. and i mean it, i feel super lucky to have all of you i my life. ^_

my angle of depression.

okay. sorry about the title. but that’s what was how i was feeling. literally. im getting depressed over mathematics. i mean, im not that dumb, i believe, but math is not my favorite subject either, and i have no idea now why i took engineering. because before, i think i know why. and maybe i dont know myself now.

i feel like i have to shift to another course, but i dont want to. i love engineering already. from its stinky building that has discrimination for girls, because it has two times more male restrooms than girls. kuya Ray who was the photocopy guy in our building that we already included in our dreams for the future. the green benches, the “resort”, everything. 

i feel like its a second home already. even my friends, they’re like my family already. and i dont want to be find another friends again.

waaaa. this sucks.

LIFE GOES ON. thats what im trying to process in my self. that whatever happens, my life will still goes on. i choose this, i started it, and i have to finish it, even if it means climbing mountains and swimming in the ocean full of sharks. OA much? haha.

i can do this, i know this post seems melodramatic, but whatever, i just have to let it all out. i can do this, i know i can. 

thanks for reading this lame post! keep safe. and happy weekends. ^_^

what hurts the most.

aww. sorry, im just really LSS with the song what hurts the most by Rascal Flatts. i like their version more than anyone’s version. haha.

i really can’t relate to the song, but i really love it. the pain is there ya know. you can feel it through the melody and lyrics. and im not exaggerating. haha.

anyway, this would just be a short post for all of you guys. im just really bored. 

my class today is supposedly  2-9pm. but all my profs arent there except theology, which was 6-7:30pm only. so thats the only class i actually had for today. where in hell do my tuition fees go? haha. kidding. i wasn’t really mad, its cool actually that there isnt class.

but it sucks because i didnt see my crush. boohoo. oh well, there’s still tomorrow. ^_^ 

oh well, thats pretty much it. till next time. *hugs*

and lemme share this to you, i made it. haha.

PS. please follow me on tumblr. pretty please? haha.